happy new yr eve*. its gonna be yr 2004 in a few hrs time. yayy. its a new yr. whoppeee!! :) and its back to sch. and it means mugging. oh yeah. speaking of gonig backk to sch. D-I-E. i haven started on my holidae assignment yet. dammit. its 20 maths questions. so sue me :(

and yeahh. i forgot tat i actualli haven sew my belt. arghh. dammit. i tink i haven gotten my books and stuffs ready yet. i've got lotsa stuffs to do sia.

dis yr has actualli been a great one fer me. yeahh. how shud i put it. its not quite a nice and great one. but i tink i learnt alot thru many many things. practically everithing. yupps. and it has been reallie great being in stc. it lets me look at life in a moree realistic way. rawk on stc.

i reallie want to go back to sch. i guess i'm missing everione and everithing a lil too muchh. oohhh wells. its actualli crazee tat i wanna go back to sch so much more den anione. arghh. damn. i dunno wad i've bcum of now.

hahas. no larhx. its not so scary. i'm not turning into nerd or a sch freak. i'll remain the same. or maybe crazier? hahas. i guess i've bcum much more different den last time. i've grown alot okie. not physically(i din grow fat.) but spirtually. yeahh. i noe i've grown a great lot thru dis whole yr.

here are sum shoutouts fer everione.

brenda//.ahgong
heys girl. crazee ahgong. thks fer ur bunch of pretty hairbands kaes. hahas. aniwae do u call 2 a bunch? hahas. oh yeah. i jus rmb. our maths fail. hehe. anyhow. jus wan u to noe tat u've been a reallie great frend. and a great hockey mate. u dun worry too muchh bout ur new stick larhx kaes. u'll get it in the end. dun make urself grow moree pimples worrying. heh. and i haven started on my maths assignment. dammit. aniwae. u tke kaire and enjoy the last few hrs of yr 2003. and a new yr awaits. cya' next yr in sch. lurve u many many :)

bernetta//.banana
bernetta!! sch's gonna start alreadi. it has cum to an end of the holidaes. and yr 2003. hahas. i reallie want to thk u fer being so much closer wiv us during the holidaes. yeahh. u reallie make a great frend. rmb the after trngs hangouts? or maybe wishing stairs? heh. anyhow. jus wanna thk u fer everithing. hope tat we can still be as close next yr. and tke kaire. rawk on girl. lurve u to pieces :)

carolyn//.ahma
ahma!! my bestie. u arr. alwaes so weak. mus tke extra extra kaire kaes. dun fall sick alwaes. mus eat more veggie(though dey sucked) but it'll help u be stronger okie. yupps. reallie want to sae a big thks to you. fer being sucha a great frend. a great hockey mate. and of course a great ahma. thks fer all ur advices and consoling at times wen i'm down. thks to u many many bunch. yeahh. cya backk in sch. lurve u loads :)

everione in class 1 saint bernadette 2003//.
heyheys babes!! oohhh wells. missed u girls many and many. lots and loads. it has cum to the end of the holidaes. and its yr 2004. cant wait to c everione backk in sch. back in 2 saint bernadette next yr. hahas. everione has grown up alreadi yarh? gonna have juniorss. oh man. aint dey gonna be cutee? or maybe nerdy. hahas. anyhow. reallie wanna thk u girls fer alwaes being dere fer me. and making me laugh at all ur craps and stuffs. and yeahh. u'll c a new charisa next yr. hahas. she's no longerr the samee. she has bcum a big monster. wiv 3 ears. 2 mouths. awww. wahahahas. isn't tat horrible and scary? relac larhx. she's bcum a real princess thru the holidaes. hahas. not a great monster. aniwae. a happie new yr. tke lotsa kaire. and we'll all mugg crazeely together next yr. lurve u girls many many. lots and loads. and to bits and pieces :)

oohhh wells. holidaes are cuming to an end. and its backk to schhh again. and it means tat we got to start mugging again. sucks. but its nice to be back in sch again. kinda miss everione and everithing.

yeahh. missed the times we plaed and crapped around in class. even though it was reallie lame. and we got sum big lectures frm the teachers. but i noe we had fun. hahas. crazee fun. yeah :)

and i wonder wadd kind of sec1 batch we'll get next yr. hahas. maybe superr nerdy :( and i reallie want to have juniors. cant wait to have dem. hahas. esp. hockey juniors. den we can ask dem around and pick balls. hahas. or maybe not. not like how the seniors bully us. heh.

oh yeahh. beatrice. nicolette. belinda. if ure reading dis. add me on frendster kaes. cus i cant seem to link to all of urs. yupps. thks. and nicolette. u betta gimme a call. i got things to tell u. kaekaes?

was supposed to mit up wiv cheryl. grace. and adeline. but brenda and bernetta wanted to go home. so i went off wiv dem. after watchnig lurve me if u dare. yupps. it was a nicee show larhx. but jus abit slow and confusing.

so yeahh. i gtg now. i wanna watch tee-bee. alrite. i shall be off now. tke kaire peeps. and enjoy the veri last few daes of ur holidaes. yupps. lurve u girls and guys many many :)

jus came back frm the salon. heh. i went to trim my hairr. muahahas. dun worry. it isn't short. its still longg. yeah. only layered and thined it. and it feels so thin now. and it looks messy. the way i like it. hahas.

i still cant stand my hairr. cus its like getting so longg. and not longg after. i'll have longg hair. wich i dowan. we're all forced to keep long hair. damn. alrites. i'll jus be a gud girl and keep it longerr :(

i'm gonna go out soon. and i have to put on valery's small and puny councillor uniform again. sucks. its gonna be so tight again. haix. i reallie dread wearing tat. i noe everione hates tat.

i'm talking to brenda now. and she's damn crazee. she keeps telling me tat she has a sore throat. and dunno wadd shit. tat girl arr. full of crap. hahas. crazee fellow. crazee girl. jus the way she is :)

lalalax. oohhh wells. i'm so bored. bored. bored. and yeahh. daniel. u owe me a testi horr. hahas. dunno owe me fer how longg le. still haven write =X but its alrite larhx. jus jk. u slowli tke ur time bah. no hurry :p

okie. i gtg now. i'm gonna pack my stuffs and i'm miting brenda at tiong alreadi. i'll blog bout the finals later and everithing. yupps. tke kaire and cya toddles :))

im damn tired now. and my tummy hurts. cus of valery. she's a pretty small size girl rite. yeah. and her waist line is far frm mine. and guessed wadd. i wore her councillor unifrom. hahas. and her skirt is superr tight. haix.

i tink mrs suppiah doesn't have muchh brains. shhhh. dun tell her tat. she borrowed all the superr small size councillor's uniform fer us to wear. and she obviously noes tat we're all cant fit into those. but wadevaa. its over. but we got one moree dae tmr. bleah/.

todae's match were terrific. yeah. esp the finals fer the women's ahf. it was damn good i tell u. u shud have seen. yupps. it was hong kong vs taipei. dere was hell lot of potential in dem. and dey plaed it to their fullest. yeah. it was a great match. had alot of things to learn frm.

tmr is the finals fer the men's ahf. and we got to help out once again. hahas. okie. den i have to wear val's uniform again. arghh. i look so nerdy in tat. hahas. and we all pledged tat we're nvr gonna wear tat if another chance cums by. heh.

oh wells. we're gonna have trng on mon and wed. even on new yrs eve :( wahahahas. trng on mon is 7-9pm. at delta. and wed trng is 6-8pm. at ccab. its all in pm. tke notee. hockey girls plss pass msg around. yeahh.

i guessed tats all fer now. im superr tired. need sum rest. but i dun seem to be able to slp aniwae. hahas. i'm lame. i gtg alreadi. and slp tight. sugar dreams. nitex. ciao toodles :)

oohhh wells. tmr and sundae is the hockey asean cup finals. and we've got to help out. and now i'm short of 3 girls. and now so mani of dem are backing out. dammit. i cant cant bloody hell get beatrice and nicolette. screw dem.

and i actualli called mrs suppiah 2 times and tell her tat i've got 7 girls. but i only got 5. and if i cant get at least 2 moree girls to help. i'm dead. so sue me. arghh. shud have jus told mrs suppiah the truth. damn. damn. damn.

okayysss. now i'm superr pissed wiv hitomi. she and her craps. i'm on the line talking and begging her to help out tmr. her ans is no. and her reasons to it is. i've got piano. and my mum is not in townn. so no one can send me dere. wad crap.

arghh. and i've foned princess beatrice and nicolette like 20 times each. frm 2 hrs ago. and i cant fcuking hell get even one of dem. dunno where the hell dere are now. fcuk.

i tink i've got a migrane. if not a headache. my head hurts. like crap. its bad.

i guessed mommy and daddy are both pissed wiv me. cus i cant make it to the studio to take some stupid and dumb photo. for myself and wiv dem. dunno wadds the hurry. aniwae dey want it done before chinese new yr. wich is still like 1 month awayy. after all. i hate taking studio photos. dey all look so fake.

samantha/.
heys sam. i reallie want to thk u and ur parents fer todae. yeah. i had a great time at ur pretty and cosy hse. look forward to visiting u again. and thk ur mommy fer all those yummy food. dey taste reallie great. and thks fer showing us the way out of ur hse too. thks todae fer ur everi and everithing. yupps. tke kaire. lurve u loads :)

yi ting/.
heys lil muffin girl. hahas. thks fer shopping wiv me. hahas. i reallie appreciate u being dere. cus i need losta advice and craps wen i'm at shopping. u noe rite. and reallie thk u fer ur lil piggy. hahas. u stay as cutee as tat yarh? and yeah. plss thk ur mommy fer picking me up jus now and sending me to sam's hse. thks sweets. lurve u to pieces :)

aniwaes. i gtg now and start calling all those crappy girls alreadi. yeah. cus i'm short of time. so tke kaire. and lurve u guys to bits and pieces.

oohhh wells. tmr and sundae is the hockey asean cup finals. and we've got to help out. and now i'm short of 3 girls. and now so mani of dem are backing out. dammit. i cant cant bloody hell get beatrice and nicolette. screw dem.

and i actualli called mrs suppiah 2 times and tell her tat i've got 7 girls. but i only got 5. and if i cant get at least 2 moree girls to help. i'm dead. so sue me. arghh. shud have jus told mrs suppiah the truth. damn. damn. damn.

okayysss. now i'm superr pissed wiv hitomi. she and her craps. i'm on the line talking and begging her to help out tmr. her ans is no. and her reasons to it is. i've got piano. and my mum is not in townn. so no one can send me dere. wad crap.

arghh. and i've foned princess beatrice and nicolette like 20 times each. frm 2 hrs ago. and i cant fcuking hell get even one of dem. dunno where the hell dere are now. fcuk.

i tink i've got a migrane. if not a headache. my head hurts. like crap. its bad.

i guessed mommy and daddy are both pissed wiv me. cus i cant make it to the studio to take some stupid and dumb photo. for myself and wiv dem. dunno wadds the hurry. aniwae dey want it done before chinese new yr. wich is still like 1 month awayy. after all. i hate taking studio photos. dey all look so fake.

samantha/.
heys sam. i reallie want to thk u and ur parents fer todae. yeah. i had a great time at ur pretty and cosy hse. look forward to visiting u again. and thk ur mommy fer all those yummy food. dey taste reallie great. and thks fer showing us the way out of ur hse too. thks todae fer ur everi and everithing. yupps. tke kaire. lurve u loads.

yi ting/.
heys lil muffin girl. hahas. thks fer shopping wiv me. hahas. i reallie appreciate u being dere. cus i need losta advice and craps wen i'm at shopping. u noe rite. and reallie thk u fer ur lil piggy. hahas. u stay as cutee as tat yarh? and yeah. plss thk ur mommy fer picking me up jus now and sending me to sam's hse. thks sweets. lurve u to pieces.

aniwaes. i gtg now and start calling all those crappy girls alreadi. yeah. cus i'm short of time. so tke kaire. and lurve u guys to pieces :)

its christmas.

merry christmas.

its christmas eve*. whoopeee!!

we can hardly stand the wait. plss christmas dun be late. dun be late. dun be late. we're waiting. :)

oohhh wells. christmas will be born in bout 3 hrs time. wahahahas. i'm crazee over the songg. all i want fer christmas is you*. i'm a happie girl. lalalax.

you betta not cry.
you betta not shout.
you betta not pout.
i'm telling you why.
santa claus is cuming to town. :)

santa claus is cuming to town. lalalax. i'm getting a lil hyper. christmas nvr fails to be my favourite time of the yr. its the dae tat christ is born. amen!! praise the lord!!

a superr joyous and merry christmas to all you guys. tke kaire and enjoy the veri last few daes of ur holidaes. lurve all of you to bits and pieces. smuacksss. -hugss-

christmas wishlist:
all i want for christmas is [(you*)].

its christmas eve*. whoopeee!!

we can hardly stand the wait. plss christmas dun be late. dun be late. dun be late. we're waiting. :)

oohhh wells. christmas will be born in bout 3 hrs time. wahahahas. i'm crazee over the songg. all i want fer christmas is you*. i'm a happie girl. lalalax.

you betta not cry.
you betta not shout.
you betta not pout.
i'm telling you why.
santa claus is cuming to town. :)

santa claus is cuming to town. lalalax. i'm getting a lil hyper. christmas nvr fails to be my favourite time of the yr. its the dae tat christ is born. amen!! praise the lord!!

all i want for christmas is [(you*)].

lalalax. im crazee now. im feeling so damn crappy. i dunno wad im doing. damn.

carolyn has finalli finish persuading me to go to her church fer christmas service tmr. shouldn't have agreed to go. den she dun have any stupid excuse to sae tat she has to leave early. tat crazee fellow. crazee girl.

wahahahas. had physical trng todae. i swear it was reallie tiring. damn damn damn tiring. superrrr tiring. the damn weights. are reallie heavy. although they might look real light.

we had to do 3 sets of. leg press. dumb bell press. wrist curls and wrist reverse. standing calfs. tricep extension. and shuttle run(600m). and after everithing. we had to do 50 crunches and 50 back extension.

the crunches and back extentions almost killed us. cus we were totalli out of breath and tired. but we still continued. due to the seniors talking and meditating to us bout completing everithing. hahas. anyhow. got to thank dem.

oohhh wells. im aching like crap now. my everiwhere. dey fucking hurts. sucks. :(

i guess i betta get a rest now. or i might not be able to move tmr. hahas. but im damn hyper. im crapping. lalalax.

okayyyssss :) i shall stop here.

tke kaire peepos and a happie christmas eve* in advance to u.

sumacksss* -hugss-

arghh. im freaking tired. and my legs are aching like crap. fuck/.

im soooperr tired now. after 2 hrs of physical trng. and deres still weights and physical trng tmr. sucks. all i want now is a hugg*. :)

i feel tat im losing weight. but if it takes so damn much to lose weight. i rather remain like now. heh. unless i aim to be as small as joan. :( joan anne!! if ure reading dis. dun be angryy kaes. ure alwaes small and cutee. hahas. :p

oohhh wells. christmas is cuming. now tat i cum to tink of it. todae is christmas eve. eve. eve*. it seem so fast tat time can pass. and i haven got time to get the presents and christmas cards ready yett. sue me.

but i'll get it done i tink by todae. yeah. andd samantha. tat sweetie. so nicee of her and her mum to invite me over fer christmas. hahas. i swear i'll be dere. yeah. u bet i will.

lalalax. im starting to crap againn. i got nthh to blog alreadi. and im so damn bored. wahahahas. shoo patheticc. no one to talk to me. i need sumone to call me up and talk to me. im gettin reallie bored. i dunno wad i'll do next.

sucks. if u're bored or u're free to talk. plss gimme a call. pls pls pls. cus i'm shoo sooperr BORED!! hahas. im now desperate for sumone to talk to me. dots. aniwae. pls sumone gimme a call larhx kaes? i'll lurve u to bits and pieces. :( haha. thks aniwae.

all i want fer christmas is [(you*)].

oohhh wells. i'm gettin so tired. jus woke up frm my beauty slp. ha. okie. i noe i'm a pig. but i was reallie tired. i shudn't have slept fer so longg. i'll have a slpless night again todae. arghh. anione hu cant slp as well can call me up yarh? thks to whoever' hu's gonna call me.

arghh. screw my damn comp. forever hanging. damn it. have alreadi restarted it like 10 over times. and finali it worked. screw my damn comp. waste my time only. stupid comp.

went to sentosa todaee. missed my tuition. hahas. damn happie. hu reallie carees bout tat crappy tuition. aniwae. i'll be quiting in a weeks time. dun reallie gives a damn.

was supposed to have the whole team going to sentosa together. sec1-sec4. but in the end. everione starts to give sum lame excuses of why dey cant make it. screw dem.

i swear tat it was damn fun. went to palawan beach. at first. everione doesn't want to get wet. but in the end. everione got soaked into their sports bra. hahas. we buried jean and lynn's pretty feets. and in the end. we couldn't get enuff. we start to bury xinni. yeah. we burried her frm her legs to her neck. literally her whole body. hahas. and u shall not noe wad we did to her. heh.

oohhh wells. we plaed like crazee. hahas. shall not mention we we did dere. we plaed till it rained. and we went to bathe after tat. and i tink i still smell salty now. even after i've bath fer 2 times. sucks. and if anione's gonna hugg me now. or smell me. i'm sure dey're gonna sae i smell like a fish. :( fishy fish. bleah/.

mummy and daddy jus came home wif zoeleen and darius after doing their shopping fer christmas. only till now den i realised tat dey had shopped frm 11am till now. crazee ppl. and dey bought a hell lot of stuffs. i could have fainted wen i see the number of shopping bags.

now my room is filled wif 10 over bags of christmas presents. dots. i'm sho sho so jealous. mummy bought zoeleen and darius each a bear. and its big. BIG!! so big. cute and huggable. and i'm so jealous. daddy saes tat i'm too old fer a bear. wad the hell. i dun caree. i wan a bear. a huge. cutee and huggable bear fer christmas. yeah. hahas. most probabli the me-to-you bearr. the huge one tat cost 400 bucks. heh. okie. hu wants to volunteer to buy me tat? :(

` santa claus is cuming to town. christmas is cuming. whooppee. gonna have lotsa presents. hahas. oohhh wells. after christmas is gonna be new yr. yeah. and it means tat sch's gonna re-open. muahahas. i cant wait fer sch to reopen. i'm missing sch and everione sho sho muchh. okie. wen do you see me so enthu fer sch to re-open? hahas. rarely right. hahas.

i'm gonna make lots and lotsa new yr resolutions and wishes fer next yr. woahh. i'm starting to be a good girl. hahas. a gud guddie girl tat everione lurves. muahahas.

shall have sum shoutouts fer my dearr frends.

brenda/.ahgong
heyhey. my all time favourite ahgong. so glad to see u back after ur holidaes. kinda missed ur grumbles. hehe. hope u had fun yarh? and relac. u only missed 2 trngs. dun need to kick a fuss over tat kaes. i noe u'll fereva be so enthu fer trngs. hahas. and yeah. christmas is cuming. hahas. i noe u're happie. u can tell me secretly wad u want fer christmas kaes? and i'll try to get wad u wan. but dun tell me u wan a monkey. :(

bernetta/.orange
muahahahas. my dearr girl. write u letter still want to complain tat its too short. huhh. i woke up in the middle of the night due to ur stupid sms to reply ur letter lehh. and u still got the nerves to tell me tat its too short. screw u larhx. hahas. jus jk. aniwae. i'm reallie sorrie bout the short letter. cus i was like half aslp alreadi. sorrie kaes. and ur hair is nice. i'm jealous again. suppiah doesn't allow me to cut my hair animore. and by next yr. it'll jus be so long tat i can tie it up. arghh. aniwae. u keep up wiv ur ew funky hair kaes. yeah. tke kaire. lurb u loads.

peggy/.
heys girl. ur birthdae is cuming right. another 11 moree daes. shall have a countdown fer u. u're a special girl. borned on the 31 of dec. yeah. so hope tat dis is a great and fulfilling yr fer u. may all ur wished be cuming thru next yr. lurve ya' babe. -hugss-

sasha/.
heyheys. dunno whetyher u might jus cum across dis. but i reallie wanna sae a veri BIG thank you to u. thks fer ur digital cam kaes. i tell u a secret. all the hockey girls had a fun time wif ur cam. all thks to u. and dey nvr had enuff of it yet. hahas. aniwae. i owe u a hell lot. thks girl. lurve u lots.

tats all fer todae. i gtg alreadi. dun get jealous if i din write a shoutout to u. yeah. it'll be cuming out soon. tke kaire toodles. lurve u guys loads. smuackksss-

whooppeee!! i finali fitted the damn tagboard into my template. arghh. it took me like 15 mins. but its finalli done. yupps. i'm feeling damn crappy now. dunno why oso. jus feel damn moody. maybe its pms. since i'm starting to crave fer chocolates. arghh. speaking of chocolates. i'm gonna eat sumore now. jus put aside the thought of going on a diet first. i reallie need chocolates. gtg to hunt fer sum now. yupps. off i go. toddles. ciao.

heyhey all. i've jus changed my blogskin. and the template is in a mess. hahas. and my blog is a lil screwed. it'll be done by tmr. yupps. hope tat my new blogskin is nice. heh. tke kaire. peeps. lurve ya.

woahh. i haven been blogging fer like so lonnggg. heh. because of some stupid reasons. dowana even mention bout dem. yupps. a hell load of things happened.

mummy and daddy came back frm europe 2 daes ago. yeah. with a hell load of presents. and especially stuffs frm my shopping list. hahas. and of course chocolates. a luggage overflooding with chocolates. muahahahas. i've got a new swatch watch. sum clothes frm zara. and. many many things. hahas. too many to mention.

seniors came back frm milo cup alreadi too. yeah. and mr blabia is oso back from the johor trip. woot. its nice to see all of dem back. kinda' missed all of dem lots esp the noise the seniors make. trng was boring without the seniors. but dey're all back now. wooppeee!!

is was trng. trng. and still trngs. all thru the whole holidae. it dun seem to come to a stop. but i guessed the holidae trngs are reallie helping. okie. though dey're reallie tough.

lalalax. i'm so bored now. sucks. and i'm looking fer a new blogskin. got kinda sick of my blogskin. hahas. dunno why. i missing my church camp. and i actualli wasn't reallie looking forward to it either. haix.

shall stop blogging now. and go look fer a new blogskin. yeah. tke kaire and yupps. lurve u guys a hell load. buibie toddles.

it was an eventful week. yeah. lotsa stuffs happened. yupps. but was kinda busy and tired after everithing. so din blog. sorrie dearies.

woah. mummy and daddy will be leaving fer europe tmr. and the sec3 combined schs seniors plaeing in the milo cup will oso be leaving fer malaysia tmr. haix. gonna miss dem loads. yeah. hell loads. but hope tat dey enjoy demselves. same goes fer mummy and daddy.

hahas. i'm so overwhelmed. i'm so happie. okie. i'm lame. but i cant help it. mummy and daddy will be at europe fer bout 10-12 daes odd. hmm. and i'll be gettin hell lots of cash. hahas. okie. i'm not money face. i'm jus happie.

mr balbia and thr RI boys went to johor bahru to train alreadi. so mr balbia wun be at any of our trngs fer dis week. hmm. is tat gud or bad? aniwae. we gonna do trng ourselves. gym trngs. running. and stickwork. and hu noes. maybe we'll go fer a swim? heh.

i need cash desperately. oohhh baby. i'm reallie desperate fer it. dots. i need to buy lotsa stuffs. GX4000 grays hockey stick. grays stick bag. turf shoes. track shoes. new ripcurl bag fer sch next yr. white adiddas shoes. to wear to sch. new stationaries. christmas presents. christmas clothes. bla bla. too many stuffs to name.

might get a job. christina is looking out fer job fer me. haix. i'm reallie so tired. bleah/. okie. i shall stop here now. gonna watch ms world 2003. oohhh baby. gosh. dey're all so chio. and physically too. hahas. okie. shall stop krapping alreadi.

tke kaire peepos. esp those combined sch seniors plaeing in the cuming milo cup. lurve u guys hell loads.

blue. guilty.

i never want to play the games that people play
i never want to hear the things they gotta say
i've found everything I need
i never wanted anymore than I can see
i only want you to believe

if it's wrong to tell the truth
then what am I supposed to do
when all I want to do is speak my mind (speak my mind)
if it's wrong to do what's right
i'm prepared to testify
if loving you with all my heart's a crime
then I'm guilty

i wanna give you all the things you never had
don't try to tell me how he treats you isn't bad
i need you back in my life
i never wanted just to be the other guy (be the other guy)
i never wanted to live a lie

if it's wrong to tell the truth
what am I supposed to do
all I want to do is speak my mind (speak my mind)
if it's wrong to do what's right
i'm prepared to testify
if loving you with all my heart's a crime
then I’m guilty.

girl I followed my heart
followed the truth
right from the start it led me to you
please don't leave me this way
i'm guilty now all I have to say

if it's wrong to tell the truth
then what am I supposed to do
when all I want to do is speak my mind (speak my mind)
if it's wrong to do what's right
i'm prepared to testify
if loving you with all my hearts a crime
then I'm guilty
what am I supposed to do
then I'm guilty
all I wanna do is speak my mind
gulity
then I'm guilty
i'm prepared to testify
if it's wrong to do what's right then tell me about this feeling inside
if loving you with all my hearts a crime
i'm Guilty

sum ppl are realli damn xia lan. rubbish plus crap plus dunno wad. do sumthing wrong dun wanna admit. still wanna push the blame to other ppl. bleah/. totali losers. losers. loser. and losers.

todae was a long dae. long long dae fer me. dunno y oso. but it jus seems to be one of the longest daes. went to church todae. the summon todae was reallie cool. hahas. the topic is. death.

okie. i noe i'm lame saeing tat death is cool. but tats not wad i mean. erm. the phliosophy bout death of a christian. hmm. ppl are usuali scared of toking bout death. cus dey're scared of dieing. bout after listening to the summon. i guessed tat i got a different perspective bout death. death of a christian.

dere're four illustrations bout death the bible tells us. okie. its illustrations. not illusions. hahas. jus in case u tink its the same. but it isn't.

death of a christian is actualli a blessing. not a bad thing. cus its a blessing to go to heaven. yupps. its reallie a blessing tat god gives. and i noe tat my uncle is dere now. wiv god till alwaes and alwaes.

death is actuali like slping. wen u slp. u'll eventualli wake up. rite. yea. its the same as death. its jus like u're slping. u'll wake up. but wen u open ur eyes. u're in a glorious place. a wonderful place. heaven. to be together wiv god till fereva. its a betta place den on earth. everione wans to be dere. rite.

one more is like dis. life is jus like working. life is like working. we work everidae. and death is like the end of our work. wen everione is so eager to go home. okie. hu's afraid of going home after work? hahas. no one rite. its the same as dieing. so dere's nth to fear. cus we die in the lord. amen.

another illustration is tat u're going thru a tunnel. a dark tunnel. life is like going thru a tunnel. dere'll alwaes b an end to the tunnel. but. death is a lil different. dere'll b two ends to the tunnel of death. one is heaven. of course. and the other is hell. yupps. its jus a matter of where u'll end up at. up or down. no one is afraid of gettin out of a dark tunnel rite. in fact everione is actualli hoping to be out of the dark and terrifying tunnel asap. yeap. its the same as death.

okie. the last one is like dis. life is like a trng sch. our life is jus like a trng god put us at. yupps. all the obstacles. tough stuffs and bad stuffs are all actualli part of our trng. the trng tat god sends us to. and the dae wen we close of eyes and die. is the dae of our graduation. *yayyy. we graduate in the lord. and our graduation is in heaven. everione is happie wen dey graduate yeah? so its a happie thing to die actualli. to die in the lord. gloriously.

okie. tats all i've got to blog bout death. i'm not a sadistic kaekaes? dun get it wrong. jus wanna share wad i learnt in church. yupps. tke kaire everione. life is short. and if i nvr live a dae of tmr. i wan to let u noe tat i've lurve u peeps lots and loads. tke kaire alwaes. lots ans loads of lurve. *smuackks.

phew. dinner and dance is finali over. yupps. everithing went well. i tink. those hu were not present reallie miss a hell load of fun. hahas. everione was dress to kill. especially my seniors. yeap. u shud hav seen dem. woah. but its okie. i've got sum pictures. mite upload dem wen i'm free. hahas. so. wait on.

oh yeah. it was joan's birthdae too. yupps. and guessed wad? we did sumthing crazee. but sweet. hahas. we made muffins fer her. dots. okie. i noe we're lame. but after all. its alrite. dey all said tat the muffins were nice. hahas. hope tat wad dey dae is true. not bcus dey wan to please us.

shall do sum shoutouts to my seniors and frends.

joan/. belated birthdae girl
heyy joan. a reallie happie belated birthdae to u. sorrie tat dis post came in a dae late. cus it was late yesterdae wen i reached home. and i was pretty tired after everithing. so i din blog. but i hope tat u reallie enjoyed ur dae yesterdae. hahas. u're a reallie nice senior. i shud sae. sumtimes crappy and sumtimes strict. or shud i call it mood swing? hahas. jus jk. u're reallie a nice. cute. crappy. adorable and pretty lil girl. hahas. i hav to agree wiv bubu. u betta grow taller. hahas. jus jk. u're cute in ur small lil way. yupps. thx fer everithing. hope tat the muffins r alrite. yupps. may god bring u to where ur dreams r. tke kaire girl. lurve u lots and loads. muackx.

brenda/.ah gong
heyhey girl. u're sucha silly girl. hahas. dun noe how to tie ur skirt. but its alrite. i'll alwaes b dere to tie ur skirt up. and make sure tat it doesn't drop. hehe. hope u enjoyed the dinner and dance although u sat wiv papaya. but she's in a rather gud mood yesterdae. so i tink everithing was fine. yupps. hope it is. and pls thank ur daddy fer sending me home even though its so late at nite. ur daddy is a real nice person. not like wad u've all said. so cherish him kaes. dun b mean saeing tat he's bad. yupps. so. tke kaire. and cya on mondae's trng. slp well. and yeah. -hugss-

carolyn/.ahma
heyy girl. the dinner and dance is finali over. hahas. everithing is alrite. i shud sae. rite? so u dun hav to worry bout whether u'll fall. or whether u hav money to buy ur clothes. its all over. hahas. and i guessed u had a pretty gud time dancing yeah? hahas. 'and baby we can dance all nite long.' ur fave song. me against the music. ur song. hehe. aniwae. u rest well in dis 2 daes. and prepare to die. cus dere's physical trng on mon. and i tink its gonna b the toughest ever. cus mr bhalbia will b taking us. haix. so u rest well yarh? lotsa lurve. *smuackks.

i'm sho sho sho happie. muahahahas. cus mummy and daddy will b going to europe next week. oh wells. how great can tat be. dey'll b away fer like erm. 12 daes? and i noe its gonna b fun and great without all the naggings and scoldings. okie. i noe i'm mean. but i jus cant stand getting scolded and nagged at everidae. yupps. and i'm gonna get a break next week. *yayyy. alrite. enuff of being happie and stuffs.

i'm reallie tired dis daes. and i slept alot yesterdae nite and todae afternoon. i slept frm 2.30am to 10am. okie. its not actualli quite long but its long considered to all the nites wen i onli slp fer 2-3 hrs. and still hav to go fer trng earli in the morning. den i slept frm 2pm to 5.30pm. cus cousins. aunties and uncles came. so i had to wake up. as being polite. hahas. not reallie polite larhx. but i was actuali woken up by all the noise dey made. all the toking. laughing and stuffs. screw dem fer waking me up.

i tink i'm suffering frm insomia. or wadeva u spell tat. i bet tat i wun be slping till late tonite. cus i'm like so restless. tat i wouldn't mind going fer trng now though its kinda late to train. okie. i tink i'm crazee. and i tink sum vodka would be even betta. okie. i'm starting to crave fer dem. dots. i'll be off to look fer sum now. yupps. slp tight and well tonite. and if u can slp. gimme a call. i'll b dere to ans ur call. and maybe tok to u till early afternoon. hahas. yupps. tc. gud nite and sugar dreams.

muahahahas. i'm so happie fer bernetta. she finali decided to attend the dinner and dance tmr. we got such a hard time trying to persuade her tat time. hahas. and she onli agreed to attend it at the last moment. oh wells.

dots. we all got such a hard time trying to get her formal clothings. but in the end. we got her a blue wrap skirt and a pair of flat heels. hahas. as fer the blouse. dun tok bout it. she refused to try on any blouse tat we asked her to. so in the end. we din get any blouse fer her.

time is short. so we dun reallie hav mus time to look fer her blouse. aniwae. she's reluctant to try dem on. hahas. okie. the heels was a farni part. we went to pretty fit and charles and kieth to look fer sum heels tat will fit bernetta and vonica. vonica had a long and slender feet. so she managed o fit into most of the heels.

but fer bernetta. oh wells. her toes r reallie long. so she cant fit into most of the heels. hahas. okie. we forced bernetta to try on practicalli every pair of heels tat looks presentable. but. half of dem din fit her feet. hahas. okie. we made quite a fuss at the shops. but in the end we agreed on a pair of butterfly heels fer bernetta.

yupps. its quite a nice pair larhx. matches wiv her blue skirt. but at first she was damn reluctant to buy it but in the end. we made her buy tat. since we dun reallie hav much time left. the dinner and dance is jus tmr. dots.

hahas. carolyn got lost wiv us. wahahahahas. its damn farni. we were walking along the wisma shopping mall. carolyn was lacking behind. she was walking real slow. hmm. tats y she's ahma. hahas. den vonica said tat she wanted to buy sumthing frm famous amos. so we went dere.

but wen we look back. carolyn's gone. hahas. she continued walking and presumed tat we're in front. she din c us due to the crowd. and a tall guy hu she claims tat block her frm seeing us. hahas. so in the emd. she got lost. dots. so we went without her.

i totali agree on calling carolyn. ahma. she're reallie slow like one. haha. okie. shhhhh. dun tell her bout wad i said bout her. kaekaes? gtg now. yupps. oh wells. DnD is tmr. cant wait to c all my seniors. hahas. aniwae. gtg now. tke kaire peeps. lurve ya lots and loads.

muahahahas. jus a few msg fer my darling frends. btw. my fone is back. wahahahas. i'm so hapie. so u guys can jus msg mi again. at my original num. 92379904. yupps. i'll b waiting.

brenda/.ahgong
heyyy. my fave ahgong. hahas. aniwae. hows ur ear? is ur earhole closed? hahas. u probabli dun even realised tat ur earhole is gonna close soon. hahas. but i tell u. its reallie closing. u wanna suffer the pain of repiercing izzit? u betta tke kaire of ur pretty earlobes. or u mite not b able to wear those nice and fucky dangling earrings. hahas. like wad corliss said. yupps. tke kaire horr. the DnD is dis fri. cuming pretty soon. haix. jus wanna get over tat dae soon. sleep and rest well kaes. den u wun complain tat u're tired everidae. hehe. cya tmr during gym trng. lurve u loads.

carolyn/.ahma
heyhey. to my fave ahma. hahas. u're okie gurl? u're alwaes in such a pissy mood dis few daes. i can understand. but try not to b pissed over the slightest thing yeah? hahas. aniwae. u're still our hockey ahma. yep. u go ahma! u oso rest well yeah? dun slp too late. yupps. slp well and slp tite tonite. -hugss-

corliss/.crazee gurl
heyyy. hahas. dunno whether u mite get to read dis. but. hope tat u're reading it now. yupps. hope tat u're happie wiv the earrings too. hahas. its funky isn't it? u'll definetli look chio tat dae. dun worry. hahas. aniwae. u relac. we'll make sure we return ur $27.20 asap. hahas. dun tink too much bout tat. and dun bugg us everitime u c us fer the money yarh? we SWEAR tat we'll return it to u. yupps. tke kaire. and train hard fer ur cuming milo cup. -hugss-

agnes/.dear cousin
hey gurl. nvr c u fer a long time alreadi. hows life getting on during the holidaes? hope tat all is fine. dun mugg too much. its the holidaes. rmb. u'll defnetli do damn well fer ur O's next yr. its still a yr away. so u relac. dun mugg so hard now. u'll make it to RJC. smart gurl. hahas. rite now. tke kaire. and plae hard. like u nvr plae before? hahas. u need mi and my teddies to plae wiv u? hahas. i'll b dere whenever u need mi. so if u're bored bout life and stuffs. gimme a call. i'll b rite over wiv my teddies. hahas. tke kaire gurl. lurve u loads.

to all my other frends hu r not mentioned. i still rmb all of ya. yupps. if u're bored bout life or any thing? gimme a call. (my hp is back.) i'll alwaes b dere whenever u need mi. yupps. to all my kors and jies. so sorrie. i din attend the gathering last thurs. i'm reallie reallie sorrie. i've reallie missed u guys loads. many many loads. hope tat all is fine wiv all of u. tke kaire. i'll catch up wiv u guys soon. lurve u peeps lots and loads. muackx.

heyhey. mummy. daddy. zoeleen and darius r all out. dey went fer uncle's funeral. was actuali supposed to go. but i'm damn tired after a whole dae of trng and walking around town. yupps. so. i din attend the funeral. hmm. i feel quite bad oso. but at least i've send my regards alreadi.

i guessed i've got back my fone. hahas. finali sia. dunno waited fer how long alreadi. hahas. okie. i'm damn crazee now. now tat i got my fone. but dere conditions applied. yupps. tats y daddy returned my fone. haix. aniwae. my fone is back. 92379904. yupps. so start krapping and start msging mi again like before yarh? missed u guys lots and loads. -hugss-

yayyy! finali got all my stuffs fer the dinner and dance alreadi. okie. i'm damn relieved. no need to worry animore. yupps. carolyn oso got all her stuffs. her blouse and heels. yeap. and she'll look damn gurli tat dae. hahas. jus hope tat she walk properli wiv her legs closed. hahas. den she'll look nice.

damn sian now. nth much to do. jus finish making earrings and necklace fer corliss. brenda. and carolyn. yupps. dey're all done alreadi. except fer mine. but i'll get mine done tmr. cus i'm alreadi veri tired.

oh yeah. haven replied yiting's letter. jus got her letter yesterdae nite. at 12 plus pm. aniwae. i gtg and reply her letter. its a reallie long one. got many stuffs to reply. hahas. tke kaire. nitez.

so sad. how eventful it is todae. mommy woke mi up at 6.20am and told mi tat uncle has been recieved by god. i was slping soundly in the midst of my sweet dreams. den i heard dis bad news. or a gud news? dun gt it wrong kaes. i nvr wanted uncle to die. i nvr had tat thought. i nvr did.

uncle has been suffering. the organs in his body r alreadi spoilt. dey r causing all the bloating and swelling in him. and his lungs r alreadi filling wiv water yesterdae. i noe it reallie hurts.

he's been suffering. but thank god fer his mercy and grace. he has cum fer him. to bring him to a place. where dere's no suffering. no pain. no sorrow. only happiness. joy and peace. its a place where all angels sing. all the saints dere. all rejoicing wiv god. where dey can b wiv god fer ten thousand yrs. heaven.

missed church todae. din hav the mood to attend church. rested at home. tink thru stuffs. stuffs of life. i tink i've grown up and matured a lil dis yr. many stuffs has happen. all has made mi weak and stronger at times. okie. dun tok bout those stuffs.

aniwae. i've recovered frm all my muscle ache. oh yeah. jus completed wrinting 100 lines of. 'i must create a hockey file'. its a punishment frm mr bhalbia to most of the hockey gurls hu din finish their file on fri. okie. but. i've finish writing tat 100 lines. it took mi 20 mins. hahas. not tat bad though.

oh god. dinner and dance is dis fri. and i haven got my top and handbag to match wiv my skirt yet. wahahahahas. okie. its not too late though. shall get dem tmr. yupps. gtg peepos. ke kaire. lurve u guys lots and loads. muackx.

woah. damn tired now. jus came back frm tan tock seng hospital. yupps. dun gt it wrong. i dun haf sars kaes. its jus tt my uncle is admitted to the hospital bcus of his serious condition. he's suffering frm cancer. nt sure of wad cancer is tt. but his condition was damn serious jus now in the afternoon. he could jus pass away anetime.

so we rushed to the hospital jus now in the later afternoon. but he's alrite after the injections and medicine. but he's in a serious condition. might jus leave the world anetime and start his journey to heaven. hope tt his journey will b peaceful.

lost sum tears jus now. okie. duh. i broke my promise to myself again. useless me. i promise nyself not to lose any tears easily again. but i couldn't help it. was hoping tat i'll haf sumone beside me fer me to hug den. hahas. jus jk. aniwae. hope tt uncle is fine and can jus pull through another dae peacefully.

life is short. real short. hu noes. i might jus die wen i slp tonite. and will nv haf to wake up to face dis cruel and harsh world anemore. maybe not tonite. but maybe tmr nite? okie. wad crap m i toking. sorrie.

jus wan to sae. life is short. so cherish everithing tat u haf now. even if its ur enemies. cus maybe. hu noes. dere'll nvr b a tmr fer u to fight wiv ur enemies again. even if u wan to. okie. to all the craps tat i've jus said. touch wood*

hais. i stink. smelt of the hospital smell. got to go and tke a shower now. yupps. so tke kaire peepos. and if i mite nvr live a dae of tmr. tke kaire. lurve u guys lots and loads. bless u alwaes. -hugss-

[life is jus so fragile. but wen its gone. its gone. cherish everithing u hav now. even if its bad. cus u mite not live another dae to c it again. even if u wan to. tats wad life is.]

wahahahas. jus woke up frm slp. slept frm 5 plus till now. heh. is damn tired. yupps. went fer trng as usual. but todae was at delta. yeap. cresent was trng frm 8am-10am. and our pitch time was 10am-12pm. and i saw polly. oh golly. she's still as small as last time. cute lil gurl.

ran 5 rounds around the pitch. delta's pitch is much bigger den CCAB's pitch. so 5 rounds dere was a lil bit more den CCAB. we're all suffering frm muscle aches and cramps. but we still made it to the end of 5 rounds. hahas. yupps.

it was drizzling slightli. we trained through the whole drizzling. i'm hapie to sae tat most of us actuali improved a lil. okie. at least a lil. was drenched totali. everything was wet. yupps. so we went home to get a bath den went out again.

went to mit neng hui. vonica. bubu. jess. and xinni at far east. dey said tat dey saw sum formal clothes tat we shud wear fer dinner and dance. dere was dis skirt. its a lil uneven at the ends. frilly and stuffs. dey all said tat it suits me and brenda. okie.

so we tried tat on. hahas. it looks farni and feels uncomfortable at first. but its alrite. i guessed. yeap. will b getting tat tmr. will most probabli b wearing purple spags wiv it. and heels. bleah/. okie. onli wearing it fer one nite. hahas.

caRolyN/.ahma.
waohhh. ahma. first time seeing u wear skirt. hahas. relac kaes. u look nice in tat black skirt. hahas. though its a lil sophiscted. hmm. jus close ur legs and walk properli. and it'll b alrite. heh. thx fer ur joke of not needing to put blusher tat dae cus u'll blush like mad. hahas. nice joke. aniwae. u tke kaire. dun throw urself to block the balls horr. urself and ur life is more important. rest well. dun strain urself. lurve u lots. -hugss-

bRenDa/.ahgong
hey gurl. u sure look sweet in tat purple skirt. hahas. u'll surli look chio tat dae. relac larhx. dun stress urself up bcus of the clothes kaes. tats un neccasary stress. wich cus u to age faster. hahas. jk. tke kaire of u body. rest well. yupps. loadsa' lurve. muackx.

vaNeSsA/.bOobOo and neNghUi/.
heyhey gurls. hahas. thx fer acompanying us and fer all ur advices on clothes. hahas. tke kaire of urselfs horr. tke kaire of ur wrist and elbow injuries. yupps. cya during trng. lots and loadsa' lurve.

went fer weights trng once again todae. hehe. guessed i've improved a little on the weights. hahas. tat comment was frm carolyn. thx gurl. hope wad u said were not jus to make me happie. went to town after everithing. yupps.

was wiv vonica. brenda. and carolyn. the usual peepos. but after tat. we met neng hui. vanessa. jessica. and xinni at cine. yeap. wanted to watch wishing stairs at first. but carolyn was afraid tat she will suffer frm a nitemare. so in the end we didn't watch. damn. i wana watch tat show. any one hu is going to watch tat show pls tell me and dun mind me tagging along?

vonica was pissed wiv brenda. carolyn. and mi at first. but after awhile we're okie. yupps. in the end. we went to taka to look fer formal wear fer the dinner and dance. wich is like onli 9 daes away? gosh. 9 more daes. and we dun even hav in mind wad to wear? dots.

we walked to taka. and to wisma. etc. yupps. were looking around fer clothes. and dere were mani nice clothes. of course. went to mango. guess. miss selfridge. bla. bla. u name it. hahas. and neng hui made me try on dis big toga top. cus she saes tat i could jus pull off wiv it. bleah/. and i tried it on. the back was kinda low. and i was damn uncomfortable in it. so i dun buy it. hehe.

xinni and vonica tried on sum clothes too. of course. vonica tried on sumthing orange. and xinni tried on sumthing white at first. den black in the end. as usual. vonica couldn't make her mind. hahas. but xinni reserved a black top and a black formal pants. yupps. tats all tat happened in town.

hahas. y m i so detailed? dots. went to suntec after town. dey said tat dere r more clothes dere. so we went over to suntec to c dem. yeap. went to mango. its reallie big. and the clothes were all sho sophiscated. heh. and jess bought her sexy black top dere. hahas. she looks reallie feminine in it. u go gurl. jess!!

went home after all tat shopping. was tired all all. found out tat mummy bought sum clothes yesterdae. yupps. dey're actuali quite nice. quite suitable fer formal wear. yupps. aniwae. i might jus pull off wiv tat blouse. and a skirt. most probabli.

it was fun hanging around wiv neng hui. bubu. jess. and xinni. yupps. to dem. thx gurls. fer all the time jus now. yeap. i'm sure all of u will b drop dead gorgerous tat nite. hahas.

to neng hui. thx fer all ur advice on clothes yarh? u can b a fashion designer next time? hahas. and tke kaire of ur arm. recover soon. to bubu. hehe. wad r u gonna wear? a skirt? hahas. xinni told me tat u wan to keep wad u r going to wear as a secret. cant wait to c u in ur dress. aniwae. tke kaire of ur wrist. recover soon. yupps. to jess. woah. u sure look feminine in ur sexy outfit. hahas. tke kaire yarh? to xinni. aiyoo. gurl ah. y u wanna wear pants? even vonica is wearing skirt lehx. hahas. jus jk. tke kaire kaes. recover frm ur rashes soon.

yupps. tke kaire. everione. missed u loads. muackx.

heyhey all. heh. din blog fer one dae. but i guessed its alrite yarh? had weights trng yesterdae. went to sentosa todae. and i'm suffering frm a terrible muscle ache now. cant reallie move my arms tat much. it hurts. wahahahas.

aniwae. life has been preetty hectic nowadaes. frm the start of the holidaes. till now. and will b even more hectic in the daes to cum. we're training frm mon to sat. mon.wed.fri. gym trngs. tue.thurs.sat.pitch trngs. heh. a preetty heavy schedule yarh? dunno how my seniors in the combined schs trngs can do it. yupps. dey mus hav super power. my super powerpuff seniors. hehe.

nth much to blog. shall hav sum shout-outs here.

michelle/.
muahahahas. u shake xiezhi's hand arh? wah liaos. i shud hav been dere. he's shuai yarh? hahas. preetty sure u had a great time dere. tke kaire during the holidaes. cya soon. -hugss-

clarissa/.quacko
hey quacko. quack quack. hows all the quacking in life going on? hahas. had a great time quacking in all ur daes? hmm. jus jk. dun reallie feel well arhx? u mus tke kaire kaekaes. its okie tat u din cum wiv us to sentosa todae. u din reallie miss much though. we din reallie sun tann. hahas. were jus plaeing in the waters. aniwae. we can go together sumdae. yupps. tke kaire now. lurve u lots.

brenda/.ahgong
hey gurl. my gurlie ahgong. hahas. jus jk. dun worry too much bout the team and stuff yarh? we'll all go through dis thing together. and we'll c the rainbow soon. hahas. hope so. but now. tke kaire of ur health. and get over the phobia of going into waters. yupps. and train hard. of course. lurve u loads. -hugss-

to the sec one hockey team/.
heyhey peepos. hahas. hope tat the holidaes r still great fer all of u despite all the trngs. wich is almost everidae. but. i hope tat all of u will turn up regularly fer trngs. team talks. and stuffs. yea. and train hard. we all can make it. yupps. and to all the quiet ones. talk more larhx. we wun eat u up. most of all. tke gud guddie kaire of urself and everione around. dun fall ill. yupps. lots and loads of lurve. muackx. -hugss-

to all my hockey seniors/.
hey all. hahas. life's preetty busy wiv all the trngs and stuffs yarh? but i noe all of u can do it. yupps. train hard. we're all waiting fer the gud news of the c' divisoin champions next yr. we noe u all can make it. yupps. tke lotsa kaire. rest well. yupps. lurve u guys loads. muackx. -huggs-

heyhey peepos. haven been blogging fer 2 daes or so. heh. was both busy and tired. yupps. hahas. plus i little of laziness. hehe. or shud i sae lots and loads of laziness? heh. u guys shud noe.

wahahahas. i guessed i've put on a little more weight(1kg) now during the holidaes. mayb i'm eating a little too much. okie. so. i swear tat i'm gonna go on a diet. and dis time. i reallie mean it. so dun tempt me wiv all ur nice guddie food. kaekaes? u guys can eat all u wan and grow as fat as u wan. hahas. not me.

had a real gud talk wiv daddy on fri nite. told him my every everything. hahas. not everything. but rather. all tat i tink i shud tell him and all tat i can tell him. yupps. he kinda understand me more now. i guessed. and he's on the verge of returning me foneee. hahas. i knew tat i could make it. aniwae. its not reallie confirmed tat my fone is definetli back. but i guessed it'll b back soon.

i'm cracking my brain now. trying to tink of sum great plan to bond the sec1s hockey peepos. heh. its reallie tough. i've recieved a whole load of their love letters(jk) telling me how dey feel bout the camp. and wad dey tink bout the team bond. but i'm reallie sad and hurt by wad dey write.

i'm not sad and hurt bcus dey said bad stuffs bout me. dey nvr. i'm not sad and hurt bcus dey said sum things tat hurt me. dey nvr. i'm sad and hurt bcus dey wrote stuffs tat nvr happen like wad dey wrote. dey wrote and make it so lovey dovey. like we're a happie family and nth bad has happen. dey're jus faking in their letter. dis is wad tat hurts the most. the happie craps tat sum of dem write.

since dey cant even b honest wiv their feelings and thoughts. den i dunno wad i shud/can do alreadi. i'm getting pissed by sum of dem. sum of those fews hu jus spoils everything. and dis sux. i hate dis. y cant dey jus b a little more honest wiv their feelings and thoughts and share it wiv everyone? cant dey jus do a little fer the team?

haix. i'm reallie very pissed. i've total mixed feelings bout wad i shud do. but i'll still try. mayb i shud ask everyone out to lunch tmr together after trng. and mayb dey could jus get to noe each other more.

okie. i shall go and fone everyone up now. yupps. take care peeps. -hugss-

heyhey peepos. hahas. thx fer all hu r concerned bout the camp. yeap. well. i can only sae tat it was great. though it was preetty sad and uneventful fer the sec1 hockey peeps cus sum stuffs happen. but it was a great camp. yupps.

heh. i've nth much to blog todae. yep. okie. i tink i wana do a little shout-outs fer my total darling frends. heh. here i go.

brenda/.ahgong
hey gurl. hahas. i'm sure u preetty much enjoyed the sports camp yarh?. hehe. okie. i'm sad bout all the stuffs tat has happened. i'm sure u r oso. rite gurl. but i tink we got to face it. but. rmb. we'll stil keep on trying kaes. until we get the bond tat we wan the team to hav. but rite now. dun get too stressed up. relac. train and plae hard. yupps. tke gud kaire yarh?. lotsa lurve.

carolyn/.ahma
carolynn gurl. dun noe whether u might ever get to dis. but. i wan to sae a reallie big sorrie to u. yeap. mayb u got the wrong idea of wad i said to u in the camp. and we kinda qurelled. but i tink i'm oso wrong. we're alrite now yarh?. and u tke kaire of urself kaes. after camp den tio fever. heh. rmb to rest well and slp well yarh?. loads or lurve. -huggs-

clarissa/.quacko
quack quack. hey quacko. u quack me out. hahas. jk. hmm. how was the camp? preetty great yarh? aniwae. u tke kaire kaes. dun fall sick like carolyn. yupps. cya tmr at the beach. ciao. lurve u lots.

valery/.ahma
hey val. its been long since i write to u. and u write to me. hmm. hope tat we stil can keep in touch though its the holidaes now. yea? aniwae. u tke guddie kaire kaes. missed u loads. -huggs-

vonica/.junior
hey von. dunno whether u might jus get to dis sumhow. hahas. hope tat ur internet connection is stil dere. yupps. *ouch* u're hair is preetty sharp yarh?. heh. jk. tke kaire kaes. and train hard. -huggs-

dexter/.kor
hey kor. relac larhx. i'm jus jk tat time. dun reallie mean to make u angry. hahas. yupps. i'm alwaes so plaeful. rmb. so i hope tat u dun tke offence. u're stil my gud kor kor. yupps. tke kaire. missed u loads. -huggies-.

daniel/.kor
heyhey korrr. hows life?. its been such o long time since i tok to u. heh. jope tat all is well. dun u ever bully juli jie okie. u mus lurve her lots and loads alwaes and alwaes. if she ever complains to me. den i disown u. hahas. no larhx. jk. jus hope tat ur lurve fer her will last fereva. tke kaire'. -huggs-

sharon/.jie
sharonnn jie. muahahahas. thx fer everything. and oso fer helping me pass a msg to whitney. yupps. hows life going on? hope tat everithing is gud. hahas. hows ur darling boifrend? heh. tke kaire kaes. dun let him bully u. though i tink its u hu alwaes bully him. dots. aniwae. missed u loads. hope to mit up wiv u soon yarh?.

wahahahas. i'm finally home. reallie missed my roon. my bed. my comp. my bears. and even my toilet. hahas. okie. i admit tat i'm lame. but i reallie missed home and everything lots. and loads. reallie. the campsite. the bunk.(the place where we slp.) the toilet. was like. erm. well. bleah/.

okie. i've got lotsa stuffs to blog todae. yupps. lots and loads of stuffs. mayb sum craps too. but i can sae tat dis camp is reallie a great one. we learnt a real load of stuffs. and sum of us. kinda got closer to each other. well. i hav mixed feelings.

i'm both happie and sad. many sad and bad things happened during dis camp. but i guessed tat it has made me much stronger. and to look at things in a different perspective. haix. i reallie dunno wad is wrong wiv us(the sec1 hockey peeps.) we seem to hav too much conflicts. disputes. problems. wiv each other.

we cant b bond-ed together. oh well. tok bout bonding. though we went through team building games. do stuffs together. but we still dun get bond-ed wiv each other. and its reallie a sad thing. real sad. we(xinni. carolyn. brenda. sushmita. bernetta. and me) tried. we tried our very best to make it possible tat we can make everyone b bond-ed and happie wiv the whole team.

but all tat we said. and all tat we do. were not of any use. wen we tok to dem bout serious matters. dey jus lie on the bed. of seem to b damn un-interested. but we did tried. we reallie did. but nth seems to b gettin into their puny heads. i'm reallie very sad bout all tat happened. oohhh. wadevaa.

the worst thing is wen we cried. dey can stil sit in front of us. joke and laugh in front of us. noeing and seeing tat we're crying. wad is dis? dis is crap. i hate dis. its no use tat only six of us is trying. its not enuff. we need everyone to try. and things will happen. it will.

i'm gonna suffer frm a mental break-down soon. dere is sumthing tat i cant believe. sumthing tat i cant acept. i hope tat its not true. okie. i swear tat i'll nono. i mean we. will pray real real hard tat it'll not happen. and tat she can b plaeing happily again. soon.

well. backtrack to wad we've learnt in the camp. we learnt bout taping. taping of injured fingers. wrists. ankles. yupps. sum basic of taping. so tat we noe wad we can do ourselves next time we get injured. we learnt bout sports injuries oso. its kinda' informative. yupps.

we plaed sum games. and dey were reallie fun. or i shud sae. dey rawk?. dey brought us.(peeps frm different ccas frm sec1-3) together, and we kinda got to noe more bout each other. tat was nice. yeap.

went fer canoeing oso. hahas. tat was one of the funniest thing i will rmb in dis camp. i was canoeing wiv brenda. i was sitting in front. brenda at the back. hahas. guesses wad. we dun reallie noe how to cordinate to move the canoe. and we almost ended up in the jetty. tat i tink leads to malaysia. tat was reallie scary. hahas. and mr seng had to cum to our rescue alwaes. hmm. mr seng can b quite okie if he wans to. yeap. hahas. i'm not favouring him cus he help us kaes. dun get it wrong.

we shared the bunk wiv the netball gurls. and i tink tat we kinda caused a little inconvinience here and dere fer dem. we're reallie very sorrie. and thx fer all or ur help. yupps.(to any netballers hu ever cums across dis.) we reallie appreciate ur help. though we might not reallie noe each other.

hmm. all i hav to sae is tat sports camp was great. okie. mayb i shud sae tat i rawk. oh well. it reallie does rawk. the so called student leaders reallie did a great job. yupps. three cheers fer dem. hiphip hurray/. hiphip hurray/. hiphip hurray/. yay.

wahahahas. jus cut my finger again.(accidentli.) yeap. i gave up on cutting myself fer bout a few weeks alreadi. hahas. not long rite. aniwae. i'm reallie tired now. din reallie slp last nite. hahas. shall stop blogging till here. tke kaire' peepos. i've missed all of u lots and loads. blees u alwaes. muackx.

my maid mini has gone back to indonesia dis morning. and a new maid is here. her name is minah. she's 27. frm indonesia. okie. y m i introducing her?. dots. i dun reallie like the idea of having a new maid. she doesn't noe much bout where i keep my stuffs. and everything. now i've to do everything myself fer a period of time. until she gets used to the environment here. working here.

how long can tat get. wahahahas. aniwae. i'm aching like crap now. i seriously need a gud guddie nite rest. yupps. but i dun tink i'll get one tonite. cus i dun plan to sleep early. and i hav to get up at 5 plus tmr morning. the sports camp is tmr. yeap. its reallie fast. and i'm not reallie excited over it. and i kinda dreaded it to cum so soon.

cus i haven recovered frm my muscle ache frm the last gym trng. and it reallie hurts and sucks. it has been 2 daes already. bleah/. i bet tat it'll be worst in the camp. wiv all the running. trngs. and stuffs. i might jus die dere. hope tat we all can survive dis camp wiv dis horrible ache.

okie. i hav 21 lollipops wiv me now. and i decided to bring it to the camp. so if u wan any lollipops. cum to me kaekaes. i've got lots to share. hahas. dun ask me where i got dem frm. its top secret. heh.

the camp is frm sundae to wed. tat means i'll not b blogging fer 3 daes. not like i'm gonna bring a laptop dere. duh!~ aniwae. to all those hu r not going fer dis camp. tke kaire. lurve u guys loads.

tada. i'm so hapie now. heh. daddy jus bought me a new jacket. it white and orange. hahas. and it rawks. vonica was jus asking me to bring it to skool tmr. cus dhe heard the word 'orange'. tat orange fantic. wadevaa lahx. von.

okie. i bought lotsa stuffs dis month. lots and loads of stuffs. and all are bought by daddy. muahahahas. lurve u loads. dad. u rawk. hahas. daddy has been giving in to me in many things. and i noe tat he's trying to giv me all tat i wan. and i guess i shud b reallie contented enuff alreadi. aniwae. thx dad.

went to town again todae. okie. town is like my home now. i go dere everydae. dots. and i tink tat taking neos is like bathing. i take neos everytime wen i'm on town. omg. i'm like addicted to town. and i'm kinda sick of it now. wahahahas.

todae is sylvia's birthdae. hahas. we(clarissa and i) bought her balloons. and dey're damn cute. powerpuff gurls and elmo. hahas. okie. and we were carrying it around town. spastic yea? hahas. we took the neoprints wiv the balloons too.

to sylvia. if u ever came across dis. a very very happie birthdae to u gurl. hahas. may u stay cute. adorable. cheerful. and happy alwaes. yupps. and train hard yarh?. though the gym trng kinda' suck. hahas. tke kaire gurl. lurve u loads.

i'm suffering frm sum serious muscle ache now. it has spread to all over my body. even my tummy. hahas. we were doing abdominal sit ups. we put 4 plus pounds of weight on our tummy and did the sit ups. its damn power can. it cause us dis terrible ache. my legs and arms r aching seriously as well. but not as bad as my tummy.

i swear tat if we continue to train much on those weights. we will soon bcum supergurls. yupps. super hockey gurls. and i seriously dowan all those muscles popping out of my legs and arms. it dun look nice. aiya. wadevaa larhx. dun like i can control my muscles.

sports camp is cuming. its on dis sundae. wahahahas. its reallie fast. one week of holidaes has past. and soon we hav to go back to sch. i'm currently packing my stuffs fer the camp. dun reallie noe wad craps to bring. hmm. might jus bring my bear dere. hahas.

andd. one more thing. my spare hp line is confiscated by mummy again. my bill was like. $200 odd. and mummy is damn pissed. so she confiscated it again. jus quarelled wiv her in the morning. she purposely chose to confiscate my fone early in the morning. wtf.

aniwae. i gtg. yupps. tke kaire peepos. muackx.

lalalax. din blog yesterdae. heh. was damn tired. so i decided to sleep. hahas. had a gud sleep. okie. brenda. tats the ans of y i din blog yesterdae. hehe. aniwae. shall blog bout yesterdae. since brenda is asking.

yesterdae was the open house fer the soon to be sec1s frm IJ kellock. and bukit timah. (the 2 IJ schs tat r affliated to stc.) yupps. it was preety boring. not many came. and we were jus sitting at the hard-court and toking among ourselves. dots. its real boring. the quietest open hse i've ever been to/ever had. bleah.

went to town again. yeap. and we went to watch in. cruelty. its a farni show. not tat bad. yupps. took neoprints again. i guess we're preety much addicted to going to town and taking neoprints. i tink we're all insane. hahas. we're addicted to sum crap. we went to shop around fer the dinner and dance clothes too. ooohh. i SWEAR tat was the funniest scene ever.

we were wearing stc uniform and going into all the boutiques. and looking at all the sophiscated clothes. wiv frills and stuffs. and heels. hahas. vonica was dere too. and i tink we attracted preety much attention. heh. but hu cares? it was fun though.

okie. went home and took a bath. den mummy called and asked me to go to robinsons wiv her to get sum stuffs. so i went to centerpoint. robinsons. and tat was the second time i went town yesterdae. dots rite.

tat was all fer yesterdae. tink so. yupps. brenda's telling me now bout how farni the neos r. dots. dey're not farni. dey're insane plus cute. kaekaes brenda? went fer trng at NIE. CCAB todae. plaed wiv the raffles boiz. hmm. can sae tat dey're preety tough. yupps. it was a gud game.

learnt quite alot during trng. yupps. it was fun. but the most and many seniors were not present. dey're having leadership camp. yeap. so the sec1s trained wiv vonica. liyi. lynn. and hema. tats all. hahas. quite pathetic rite.

went to town AGAIN. the fourth time dis week. tat means i've been going to town fer everydae of dis whole week. wahahahas. we've all tio the town dieases. and its deadly and contagious. we're all addicted. hahas. mayb.

dere'll b weights trng in the sch's gym tmr. its gonna b tiring. yupps. heard tat we've to lift the weights tats twice our weight. dot. dot. dots. its a little crazee yarh?. heh. but we've jus got to do it. wad can we do?. except to screamm (wtf. u trying to kill us wiv those fucking weights yarh?) in our hearts. haiz. wad can we reallie do. rite.

aniwae. i'm damn bz now. chatting wiv 16 peepos. 38 peepos online. and i'm getting damn bz. so i shall stop here. tke kaire peeps. and to brenda. ah gong. u dun tink too much bout the malaysis trip. its okie if u missed it. respect ur parent's dicision kae. be a gud guddie gurl. kaekaes. gotta go. nitez.

lalalax. din blog yesterdae. heh. was damn tired. so i decided to sleep. hahas. had a gud sleep. okie. brenda. tats the ans of y i din blog yesterdae. hehe. aniwae. shall blog bout yesterdae. since brenda is asking.

yesterdae was the open house fer the soon to be sec1s frm IJ kellock. and bukit timah. (the 2 IJ schs tat r affliated to stc.) yupps. it was preety boring. not many came. and we were jus sitting at the hard-court and toking among ourselves. dots. its real boring. the quietest open hse i've ever been to/ever had. bleah.

went to town again. yeap. and we went to watch in. cruelty. its a farni show. not tat bad. yupps. took neoprints again. i guess we're preety much addicted to going to town and taking neoprints. i tink we're all insane. hahas. we're addicted to sum crap. we went to shop around fer the dinner and dance clothes too. ooohh. i SWEAR tat was the funniest scene ever.

we were wearing stc uniform and going into all the boutiques. and looking at all the sophiscated clothes. wiv frills and stuffs. and heels. hahas. vonica was dere too. and i tink we attracted preety much attention. heh. but hu cares? it was fun though.

okie. went home and took a bath. den mummy called and asked me to go to robinsons wiv her to get sum stuffs. so i went to centerpoint. robinsons. and tat was the second time i went town yesterdae. dots rite.

tat was all fer yesterdae. tink so. yupps. brenda's telling me now bout how farni the neos r. dots. dey're not farni. dey're insane plus cute. kaekaes brenda? went fer trng at NIE. CCAB todae. plaed wiv the raffles boiz. hmm. can sae tat dey're preety tough. yupps. it was a gud game.

learnt quite alot during trng. yupps. it was fun. but the most and many seniors were not present. dey're having leadership camp. yeap. so the sec1s trained wiv vonica. liyi. lynn. and hema. tats all. hahas. quite pathetic rite.

went to town AGAIN. the fourth time dis week. tat means i've been going to town fer everydae of dis whole week. wahahahas. we've all tio the town dieases. and its deadly and contagious. we're all addicted. hahas. mayb.

dere'll b weights trng in the sch's gym tmr. its gonna b tiring. yupps. heard tat we've to lift the weights tats twice our weight. dot. dot. dots. its a little crazee yarh?. heh. but we've jus got to do it. wad can we do?. except to screamm (wtf. u trying to kill us wiv those fucking weights yarh?) in our hearts. haiz. wad can we reallie do. rite.

aniwae. i'm damn bz now. chatting wiv 16 peepos. 38 peepos online. and i'm getting damn bz. so i shall stop here. tke kaire peeps. and to brenda. ah gong. u dun tink too much bout the malaysis trip. its okie if u missed it. respect ur parent's dicision kae. be a gud guddie gurl. kaekaes. gotta go. nitez.

lalalax. i'm damn bored now. and my legs r jus aching. like dey nvr ache before. and it swear tat its damn pain. wahahahas. screw my legs. dots. aniwae. it was preetty fun todae. and stuffs. yupps.

okie. i shall start wiv the morning. mummy and daddy went to skool wiv me to collect my report card. early in the moring. at 7.30. and i'm lucky. lucky me. i jus passed my overall percentage. by 2 marks. dots. the 2 marks saved me. i mus jus thank god fer tat. lurve u many many lots and loads. god. amen.

it was preetty cranky. mrs low actually told mummy and daddy tat i've actually put in more effort in the finals. and its actually a great change and improvment. okie. cant believe tat she actually said tat. and she actually said tat my group of frens. (my clique and stuffs.) are actually putting in more effort in the finals.

and wad is wrong is. she said sumthings wrong. we din work harder or do anething much fer the finals kaes. all we do is jus continue to plae. not like we actually mugg. we still hang out in town. and go to sasha's hse to party. like almost everydae. dots.

guessed tat mrs low got tat interpretation tat we mugg fer the finals bcus she sees us more attentive in class. and we plae lesser. in skool. she dunno wad we're all up to after and outside skool. lol.

hahas. and daddy got nth much to sae bout my belt now. hehe. all thanks to mrs low. she reallie helped me alot alot todae. okie. daddy told her tat my belt is horrible and its low. and guess wad mrs low said. she actually said tat its a trend in the skool. and dey even wear their belts low in saint nicks. heh.

and wen dey're checking our belts and stuffs. it'll b higher and tighter fer a min. den its low the next min. and dey cant do much to us oso. hahas. i cnat believe tat was all wad mrs low said. bout me. and my frens. she actually helped me. woah. dis is the ever one time tat i'm grateful to her. muahahas.

many peepos frm other skools and foreign countries came todae to tke the entrance test to stc todae. lotsa peepos came. to tke the entrace test. hmm. saint theresa's is a krappie skool. y do so many peepos wanna cum?. heh. tats bcus we rawk?.

went to town todae. was actually wiv. brenda. carolyn. and yiting. den we mit up wiv majells. karmila and sylvia. we were at cine burger king. den we saw vonica and her frend. cornell cuming. so we waited fer dem to eat and stuffs. den clarissa called me. and said tat she wanted to mit us. and giv us a treat.

okie. so in total. dere were 10 of us. hahas. its a preetty big group haning around town. yarh?. and we jus walked around. and we took lots and lotsa' neos. okie. i tink we're all preetty addicted to taking neos. we took sho much neos kaes.

okie. conclusion. we're all addicted to taking neos. and i guess we're alwaes out of cash bcus we're jus taking too much neos. we're spending a real lot of money on neos. hahas. we're lame. nono. we rawk. hehe.

and i've jus spend half an hour trying to scan all the neos we took todae. okie. u can jus imagine how much of neos we actually took todae. lots and lotsa dem. i tell u.

the open hse thing is tmr. got to wake up early in the morning again. to go to skool and help out at the hockey booth. hmm. its gonna b preetty hectic. hahas. and carolyn promised tat she'll jus steal sum food tat dey're making fer the open hse fer us tmr. hahas. thank yew gurl.

i guessed tats all fer now. i'm reallie tired. and i'm suffering frm a real terrible ache on my legs. arghhh. aniwae. i will most probably b fine by tmr. guess so. yupps. wad i need to do is to get onto my comfy bed and rest my legs. yupps. so yea. tke kaire' lurve u guys loads.

lalalax. jus recieved the news frm brenda. tat theresa need sum peepos to help out in the open houz thingy. fer the hockey booth. okie. so i guessed tat. me. brenda. bernetta and adeline will b helping out. aniwae. we've nth much to do at home oso. heh.

cooked pasta fer dinner jus now. hehe. i cooked it myself. lol. sounds amazing yarh?. hahas. like wad joan saes. a little gurl hu doesn't noe how to dry her hair. can cook? heh. yupps. it taste reallie nice todae. the nicest i've ever cook. before. alrite. how many times do i ever cook aniwae. hehe.

and yeah. i'll be attending the dinner and dance thing. at orchard hotel. at 28 november. yupps. i'll be attending. most probably. hehe. can c everyone in skirts. dresses and gowns. hahas. it'll be fun. except fer others to c me in dem too. heh.

oh gosh. will be going back to skool to collect my report card tmr. yupps. the worst thing is. mummy and daddy r gonna go wiv me too. wahahahas. its gonna be terrible. i'm all prepared to get a dressing down frm dem tmr. hehe. wad to do.

right now. i trying to persuade brenda to eat wiv me at pasta mania tmr. i missed the pasta dere. the pasta dere. rawk. totally rawk. and brenda is now bz telling me tat she's all broke and stuffs. heh. not like i'm damn loaded though. but i jus wanna eat dere. muahahahas.

but i'm sure tat i'll b able to persuade brenda to eat dere by tmr. hehe. i alwaes win. hahas. no larhx. jk. and brenda. if u're reading dis. heh. i got nth to sae. except fer. pls eat wiv me at pasta mania tmr okie?. pls. jus fer the very very one time. kaekaes?.

gtg peepos. hahas. gonna reply my letter. jus recieved a letter frm yiting. and will b giving her a reply tmr. yupps. so yeah. tke extra extra guddie kaire or urselfs. and everone around. many many lots and loads of lurve

tada. it was a great dae todae. yupps. went to church. todae is one of the most inspiring church service i've ever attended in my life. yeah. my life. hehe. does it sound serious?. lol. okie. i dunno y i sae tat. but i sounded so real to me.

oh yeah. todae was communion service. did i ever mention tat i'm not baptise yet. yupps. i'm not. but i guessed its soon to cum. mayb next yr. or so. lalax. dun tok bout tat. no mood fer tat. hmm. y is church so great todae. well.

dots. okie. i shall tell u y. todae was the first sundae of the month. so its communion service. yep. and dere isn't any summon. or wad. after the communion. the fellow peepos of the church went up to giv their testimonies. and it eventually links to the topic. LOVE.

yupps. tat was it. LOVE. i swear tat dis is the most interesting service i've ever had. hmm. let me post a question to all reading. WHERE IS THE LOVE? well. i'm not giving a lecture kaes. dis is wad i've learnt frm church todae. and i decided to share it. where is lurve in dis world. dis pathetic world. its pathetic. without lurve. okie. we alwaes sae. lurve u loads. and stuffs.

but we only sae dem. we nvr show it. or we've shown it in a wrong way. yupps. we're like an unripe papaya. we noe wad we wan. wad we like. wad we desire. but we nvr giv any actions. or we giv dem in a wrong way.

i dunno how to sae. but its jus tat we're wrong. sumtimes we dun lurve one another. and sumtimes we lack of showing actions. although we reallie lurve. kaes. dis is real tough. i dunno how to continue. bleah/.

so yeah. i got nth much to sae alreadi. except tat my church service todae totally rawk. and all of u shud hav been dere listening to all the stuffs. dey're damn entertaining. not like the other service we've all attended. boring and lame.

hehs. aniwae. welcum to my church if u ever wan to cum or sumthing liddat. kaes. i'll alwaes welcum you peeps. okie. and i jus wanna officially wish vanessa a veri beri happie fifteen birthdae. sweet fifteen gurl. god bless.

i lurve u guys loads. lots and loads. many many lots and loads. yupps. i'll b praying fer all of you. yeap. so yeah. i gtg. sista is krapping. she needs the comp. bleah/. u all tke extra extra gud kaire' of urselfs and everione around. kaekaes? and god bless and lurve you guys lots and loads. -hugss-

jus woke up frm my sleep. i realised i've slept frm 3pm to 7pm. bleah//. and i'm still so tired. -bangs head on wall- i'm not a sleeping kind of person though kaes. jus tat din sleep last nite. at all. heh. only slept fer half and hour. and woke up at 5.45am to prepare to go fer trng.

its kinda funny larhx. i went fer trng and everything was okie. i wasn't tired or anething. thank god. i could hav jus died dere being tired and sleepy. oh yeah. trng was kinda fun. we din run much. we're concentrating and training more on the stick work and stuffs now. not much on physical yet. yupps.

went to town again. yupps. wiv brenda and carolyn at first. den went to mit vonica after tat. okie. it was funny. we had the cage of 24 balls once again. and its little insane trying to carry tat all around town. its heavy and it looks funny and wierd. but we still did it. hahas. lame us.

i swear tat we're not gonna carry the cage of balls to town again. not again. vonica was nice. she carried the balls fer us. hehe. thx gurl. we took neoprints again. muahahas. okie. the third time dis wk. or is it the fourth?. hmm. dunno larhx. the neoprints are damn krappie. hahas. will b uploading dem soon.

mummy and daddy are out. dey went fer a church frend's wedding dinner. yupps. and granny's over. she's very happie todae. in a great mood. hahas. wonder y isit so. nv seen her hapie fer yrs. hahas. not yrs. weeks. yupps.

to valery. my ahma. if u're reading dis. hapie fourteen birthdae to you yarh?. tke kaire'. hope tat u like tat 37 degree shirt. the rest of ur present r stil not in order yet. so u've got to wait a while longer fer dem. kaeskaes?. hope tat u dun mind. yupps. tke kaire alwaes. u go gurl!! bless you alwaes. -hugss-

to vanessa. if u ever cum across reading my blog fer todae. hahas. yeap. an early happie birthdae to you yarh?. 1 more dae to ur fifteen birthdaae. sweet fifteen okie?. all the best to you in ur studies and everithings. yupps. tke kaire. you go gurl!! hapie celebrating. -hugss-

hmm. tats all fer todae. i'm tired. need to sleep sumore i guess. hahas. aniwae. my tuition class hav stopped. hahas. i'm so happie. -over the moon- dots. will b having a long dae in church tmr. yupps. i gtg now. msg me anetime kaes. i'll alwaes b around. sumwhere. tke kaire' enjoy ur holidaes. muahahahas.

i've damn bored now. shud hav stayed in town till late at night. arghh. but i'm home now. okie. so i shall blog a longgg one. hahas. read on yarh?.

school was fun todae. yupps. and its the last dae of the year school term. *yays*. no more homeworks. tests. exams. till next year. hahas. and i was promoted to sec 2 express next year. lucky kucky me. mus thank god fer tat. yupps.

the whole school attended thanksgiving mass todae. it was to thank god fer bringing us through dis eventful year. yupps. sumthing liddat. its pretty boring during the mass. but it made me realise tat it was a reallie gud yr. and god has been taking care of us. and bringing us through everything. thank god fer all tat. amen.

oso had the christmas pagaent todae. it was pretty short though. yupps. okie. the sec 1 dance peeps did a dance. i dunno wad dance tat actually was. it was quite messy and a little funny. and the costume dey wore were kinda' terrible. (no offence.) erm. swimming costume wiv a skirt?. sumthing liddat. and samantha sure looks funny in tat yellow costume. jk kaes. okie. shall stop being mean. relac. u've danced well. yupps. u go gurl!! rmb to reply my letter yarh?. i'm waiting.

mr francis and mrs suppiah got the most caring teacher's award//. got nth to sae. jus wanna thank dem fer all their lectures. hahas. school ended at 12. and we all went to town. to get valery's present.

valery wanted sumthing bout the num 37(her code.) or sumthing black and white. and sumthing abstract. so we got dis 37 degree shirt tat is black fer her. and its so very abstract. hahas. u'll lyk it val. aniwae. happie birthdae to you*.

took neos wiv carolyn. veena. karmila. sylvia. and one of their frend. dun reallie noe her though. and watched uptown girls wiv carolyn and veena. yupps. tat show is reallie cool. hahas. go watch it kaes peeps?. dun miss it yarh?.

went home at 6 plus. carolyn wanted me to stay dere till later wiv her actually. hmm. first time she ask me to stay out till late wiv her. lol. but it look as if its gonna rain. so we went home. took a cab home. thanks to my laziness. dots//.

dere's trng at CCAB tmr morning. it starts at 8am. but jess saes tat we've to b dere by 7.15am. okie. its so early can. hope tat i can wake up tmr. will be taking a cab dere. cus carolyn brought home the cage of 24 hockey balls last trng. its kinda' heavy. and its killing her. poor gurl. tke kaire of ur back gurl.

okie. hav been going to town fer 3 daes in a row. will still be going to town tmr after trng. okie. its lyk we're addicted to going to town now. bleah/.

i need lotsa things badly. hmm. i'm gonna get daddy to buy me the nike jackey i saw tat dae. a new track pants. the nike shoe bag. the new ripcurl bag wich is sho cute. a new grays hockey stick. and many many more.

okie. the holidaes are here once again. the christmas season is gonna be here again. santa claus is cuming to town. hahas. i'm krapping. sorriee. so yea. i gtg and pack my stuffs fer trng tmr. and rest. plae reallie reallie hard dis holidae kaes. and i'll alwaes be here whenever u might need me. tke kaire' peeps. i'm gonna miss all of you lots and loads. yupps. pinky lurves you.

skool was fun. yupps. its the last dae of the year skool term. yeap. its the holidaes again. *yay*. no more homeworks. tests. and exams. till next yr. and i've been promoted to sec 2 express next yr. lucky lucky me. thank god fer tat. yupps.

the whole skool attented thanksgiving mass todae. yupps. tat was fer the last dae of skool. its was preety boring. but it made me realised tat it was a reallie long yr. though time flies. and god had taken gud care of all of us. and blessed all of us. thank god fer all tat. amen.

hahas. we had the christmas pageant oso. it was preety short though. okie. it was farni. hahas. the dance peeps did a dance. hmm. i dunno wad dance was tat. but it made all of us laff and stuff. the costume dey wore was kinda horrible. (no offence.) it was a swimming costume. wiv a skirt. heh. and samantha sure look farni in tat yellow costume. okie. shall stop being mean. hahas.

went to town to get valery's birthdae present. tat 37 degree shirt tat clarissa reserved yesterdae. okie. tat was wad val wanted. sumthing wiv the num 37. (her code.) or black and white stuffs. so we got her a 37 degree shirt. wich is black. and abstract.


took neos wiv karmila. sylvia and one of their frend. dun reallie noe her though. dots. watch uptown girls wiv carolyn and veena. tat was a pretty nice show. both funny and cool. yupps. go watch tat show kaes?. its quite a nice one.

went home at bout 6 plus. hahas. din wan to go home actually. but it look as if its gonna rain. den decided to go home. took a cab home. hahas. blame it on my laziness. dots//.

wahahahas. dere's trng tmr at CCAB. in the morning. it starts at 8am. but jess saes tat we've to b dere at 7.15am to warm up and stuffs. we'll be taking a cab dere. cus poor carolyn brought home 24 hockey balls. and its damn heavy and dey're killing her.

hmm. tats all fer now larhx. my post fer todae is pretty long. hahas. the holidaes are here again. wahahahas. christmas is cuming. muahahas. okie. so yea. tke kaire peepos. plae reallie hard during the holidaes and i'll alwaes be here whenever u might need me. yupps. pinky lurves you.

arghhh. i'm kinda pissed wiv dad jus now. was arguing wiv him. but i found it pointless to argue wiv him. cus i'll alwaes get a terrible lecture frm him in the end. so i stopped. bleah/.

skool ended at bout 10 todae. hehe. sho nice rite. den we all went to town. yupps. lalalax. was wiv clarissa. carolyn. yi ting. brenda. alyssa. and majella. yeap.

we went to paragon. den in the end. gehui was dere. so we went to mit her. yupps. she was miting her cousin at 1st. okie. we din noe bout tat at 1st. heh. den in the end. duno wad crap hapen. her cousin frm SJI. and his frend. started to tag along wiv us.

lol. it was reallie farni kaes. 2 guys following a bunch of gurls around town. hmm. it seem a little lame though. hehe. we went to all those gurly shops and stuffs. and those 2 guys jus waited outside. i tink dey were almost bored to death while waiting.

yupps. dey went everywhere we went. hmm. wonder y dey were following us. we din tok. dey jus followed us. everywhere. wadevaa lahx. hahas. fer dunno how many hours. we took neos oso. yeap.

we walked frm paragon to heeren. heeren to cine. den back to heeren again. den walk all the way to far east. yupps. and went in to almost every shops dere. (ps. to guys. its reallie insane to follow gurls around wen dey're shopping. cus u'll jus b bored to death. unless u're a gay or you've a great lot of patience.) yupps.

went home at bout 4 plus. was already damn tired. hmm. we're actually aching frm all our trngs already. hockey and track trngs. hahas. but we still went on walking around everywhere in town.

hmm. yiting's mommy send all of us to tiong. mus reallie thank yiting's mum sum dae. fer alwaes giving us a lift. so nice. will b going to town once again tmr. skool ends at 12.

hmm. gonna buy valery and maybe bubu's birthdae present tmr. lalalax. and will b even more broke after tat. hahas. wadvaa lahx. okie. tats all fer now. tke kaire and nitez!

it was a great dae in skool. dere were no teachers in class fer the whole dae. and it was a total havoc in class. we plaed cards. fold harts and stars. wrap the hamper thing. listen to songs. and plaed hockey. hahas. we're damn lame.

we made a great lot of noise. and i tink the seniors downstairs might hav sensed tat sumthing was wrong upstairs. hahas. aniwae. we had a great time plaeing and krapping. yeap.

woah. todae was sho tiring. had trng at ccab. hmm. only decided to go fer trng in the morning. yupps. was feeling okie alreadi. i've most probabli recovered. yeap.

trng was fun. we din run much. jus did alot of stick work. trained in the rain fer awhile though. or rather. we train through the rain. hehes. got a little wet though.

went to eat at the SMU canteen. yeaps. sumthing liddat. ate waffle town. hmm. nv eat those waffles fer a long time alreadi. jus kinda' missed it. yaya. wadevaa.

took a train frm newton to tiong. and foned daddy to pick me up. cus it was already late and i'm damn tired. sent brenda home too. cus i was late. and she's afraid to walk home alone. hehe. tat gurl arh.

i'm so so so tired now. and now i've got to reply all the letters frm valery. samantha. etc. yupps. so yea. i gtg. tke kaire peeps. cya'

lalalax. haven reallie recovered frm the stupid gastric thing. bleah. its horrrible kaes. but i'm feeling much betta now. muahahas. thx fer all the concern peepos.

went fer trng todae. but din train. was jus sitting in. yeap. bernetta and nikki sat in wiv me too. we're all sick. hehs. todae's trng was interesting. we did weight lifting. yupps. we went to the gym.

dots. the trng was reallie interesting. i swear. though i nv train. seeing all of dem lift those weights was reallie fun. hehe. though i admit tat i was sleeping in the middle of the trng session.

dere's trng at CCAB tmr. woah. hav to go all the way to bukit timah again. haiz. a long long way dere. jess said tat the captains and sec 3s wun b trng tmr. yupps. sumthing liddat.

hmm. wonder wad important stuffs dey hav. so yea. we'll hav the whole bit pitch to ourselves. hahas. and trng is gonna b tough. i bet. hmm. mite not b trng. mite b jus sitting in lyk wad i did todae.

wahahahas. i'll most probabli b promoted to sec 2 express next yr. no retaining or dropping of stream. woah. how lucky can i b. hahas. aniwae. gtg alreadi.

tke kaire kaes. peepos. and thx to all fer ur concern. i'm almost alrite already. jus need more rest. yupps. so yea. gtg. cya around. -hugss-

wahahahas. jus puked. it was horrible. bleah. went to the doctor yesterdae. (was forced to go). the doctor declared tat i got severe gastric flu. yupps. sumthing liddat.

no wonder i puked so much. and it was reallie veri pain. almost couldn't tke it. and almost fainted. hehe. din go to skool todae. was too sick to go lahx. most probabli will b going to skool tmr. yeap. if everything's alrite.

peeps!! tke kaire' kaes. dun fall sick lyk me. yupps. tats all fer now. need the toilet again. *pukes*

i'm feeling so dead now. down wiv a horrible stomach flu. hahas. not lame rite. still can blog. bleah. wahahahas. my stomach hurts. heh. vomited alot todae. until i almost fainted. wadevaa lahx.

wanted to ask dad to send me to the hospital at 1st. *pinch nose* but after considering the fact tat the smell dere sux. and will cause me to puke even more. i stayed at home.

luckily i'm alrite. heh. ate sho much medicine todae. dey were horrible. bleh. taste like crap. hmm. i guessed i vomited all the medicine out though. not to worry. :p

i'm sho bored now. nth much to do. hmm. someone gimme a call. wahahahas. if u've got nth much to do. gimme a call on my hp between 11-12 yarh? i'm sho sho sho bored. heh. tke kaire peeps. lurve you peeps. muacks.

tada. its a nice dae. heh. haven been feeling liddat fer quite long. was alwaes moody and stuffs. bleah. but i'm in a great mood now. lalalax. crazee me. hmm. i noe y i'm happie. guessed it was bcus i got the stuffs i wanted alreadi.

yeap. kinda' bored now though. jus looking through sum bloggies of my frends. yupps. dey're nice. might change my blogskin again. heh. dunno changed my blogskin how many times alreadi. but hu carees'

cousins. auntys. uncles. r cuming over later. since its a public holidae. yupps. den mayb can tok to my chio *hint hint* cousin frm rgs again. hahas. exams r over. hope tat she've fared well. and hope tat she get the deserved marks. fer all the effort she put in.

tats all fer now lahx. bz chatting wiv my krappie frends. every1 seem to b in a gud mood now. heh. =p

skool celebrated deepavali todae. bleah. it was pretty boring. dey danced and stuff. almost fell aslp. heard tat veena pon-ed skool todae. jus bcus she dowana dance on stage. hmm. tat gurl arhx. so mean.

trng was fun todae. yupps. jus tat we ran alot todae. supposed run bout 10 rounds around the delta pitch. hehe. but i missed the last 5 rounds. cus my leg was pain. wahahahas.

lucky me. missed the last 5 rounds. every1 ran till dey almost drop. hehe. but i still hav the horrible muscle ache with me. dey dun seem to get betta. bleah.

wahahahas. my whole body is aching now. hmm. mayb nv go trng fer quite awhile. tats y. aniwae. got trng tmr. arghh. might jus sit in fer trng. cus i'm aching so badly tat i hurts wen i run. bleah.

lalalax. went to town again. was at great world city at 1st. met cheryl leilani and grace. din even tok to each other. haix. y on earth did we bcum liddat? wadevaa lahx. not lyk i caree animore.

was in a pissy mood. and got damn piss wiv carolyn. she was in a horrible mood too. i tink. den we jus pissed each other off. bleh.

i'm so so so tired now. arghh. gtg and rest. tke kaire peeps. cya' around.

lalalax. sum of my results were relaesed todae. yupps. guessed how i've fare in dem?. heh. okie. i did quite alrite in my language. and i'm sho happie tat i can kill myself. okie. dis is lame. bleah.

i jus cant believe tat i got 70 fer eng. omg. i almost died wen i got the results. thought tat i flung my essay and formal letter. but i didn't. hahas. got 67 fer chinese. its a great jump kaes. i failed chinese last term. hehe. as fer science. phew. i got 50. wahahas. tat was close. bleh. i failed my maths as anticipapted. haix. dowana reveal my horrible marks.

tats all the results tat were released todae. yupps. more to cum in dis wk. went fer trng at NIE todae. and the RI coach. nono. our new coach. is gonna coach us now. trng is gonna b tough wiv him. haix.

i'm sho tired now. after a long long dae. yawn*

heyhey. i'm sho sho sho bored now. lalalax. heh. decides to type sum shoutouts to the peeps out dere hu rawk my world. hehe.

shoutout fer ahma//val*
hey gurl. hows life going on. hmm. din c u around dis few daes. hope tat u're alrite. heard tat u cried in the toilet todae. sarah and i wanted to look fer u. but u were not in class. heh. dun b too sad over ur results yarh? try harder next time. thx fer alwaes being dere and understanding mi. & fer keeping my secrets. hahas. okie. clay aiken sure rawks*. hehe. tke kaire' kaes. i'll alwaes b here whenever u need mi. loads of lurve. -hugss-

shoutout fer //carolyn*
elo carol. heh. u might not be able to read dis. but i tink tat u deserve a shoutout frm mi. hehe. glad tat u've done quite well in the exams. yeap. keep up the gud work yarh? thx fer alwaes dere listening to my craps. & thx fer keeping my secrets to dis very dae. yupps. tke kaire' & recover frm ur horrible cough sickness yarh? bless u alwaes. lotsa lurve. pinky*

shoutout fer //clarissa*
heyhey. paperdoll. hehe. hope tat u've been doing well in the exams. haven been seeing and toking to u dis daes. hahas. catch up wiv u soon kaes. thx fer all ur krappie jokes and stuffs. stay lifeless* & cool alwaes. heh. tke kaire gurl. i wan a shoutout frm u too =D lurve u alwaes. -muacks-

shoutout fer //brenda*
halo to my gurlie ah gong. hahas. hmm. trng is gonna b tough. yupps. but i noe u can still do well in dem yarh? heh. jus dun swing too hard until u fall lyk todae. den i shud b fine. train hard. hahas. hope tat u'll do well in the overalls. yeap. & i'll alwaes b next door whenever u need me kaes. tke kaire' *hugss* lurveulots.

shoutout fer //cheryl*
heya gal. u most probably might not b able to read dis. i dunno y m i typing a shoutout fer u. bleah. but aniwae. we drifted alot. yupps. same fer sasha and zhiyi. i dunno wad is gonna becum of us in the future. but i still hope tat we could at least still tok abit. though we might not tok as much* as last time. things hav changed. i noe. aniwae. u must must mus tke kaire kaes. catch up wiv u soon.

hmm. tats alot of shoutouts. & tats all fer now. the rest of the shoutouts will b up soon kaes. to all my darling frends. tke kaire' kaes. i'll alwaes b here whenever u need mi. bless u alwaes. lurve u loads. -hugss-

i hate myself. i hate my life. i hate my everything. //bleah. no skool todae. went out. yeap. arghhh!! i'm in a bad mood now. dun feel lyk blogging. todae sux.

i hate myself.

lalalax. din blog fer dis few daes. hahas. kinda' missed my comp and stuffs. was kinda' bz wiv my other stuffs. hehe. muahahah. daddy bought me the addidas shoe i've always wanted. and its sho cool kaes. hahas. thx dad.

hmm. dere wun b skool tmr. and it'll b boring to stay at home. hahas. yeap. so i wana go out. wahahaha. in a damn krappie mood now. i'm gonna get a new jacket. yeap. mite b getting it tmr.

hmm. and if u're bored bout having no skool tmr. gimme a call yarh?. hahas. den we all can go out kaes?. and clay aiken's song rawks!!!. muahahah.

hey hey. bleah. todae was boring. went to the science centre. fer duno wad stupid reason. damn bored dere. almost died. luckily dey had a mac dere. if not. i tink everi1 is gonna b bore to death.

haix. now everi1 is asking y zhi yi and sasha drifted. hmm. and y cheryl and i drifted. bleah. okie. wad hav i got to sae? at first. cheryl and i drifted. due to duno wad reason. den she became close to sasha. slowli. zhi yi and sasha drifted apart lor. lyk wad mi and cheryl is.

okie. dis is sad. but wad can i do? sum peepos aren't the same lyk dey were last time. tremendous change. i've been sad. i admit. but i dun tink cheryl is ever sad tat we're liddat now. so. i got nth to sae.

enuff of all those sad stuffs. hehe. went to town todae wiv sarah. yi ting and brenda. okie. hahas. we hang around heeren and cine as usual. nth much hapen though. dey were kinda' broke todae. so we jus walk around. yeap. i bought 2 pair of ear-rings. eewkk. dey're sho cutee' hahas. gtg now. tke kaire yarh peeps. dun plae too hard though. dots.