Saturday, November 22, 2003

woah. damn tired now. jus came back frm tan tock seng hospital. yupps. dun gt it wrong. i dun haf sars kaes. its jus tt my uncle is admitted to the hospital bcus of his serious condition. he's suffering frm cancer. nt sure of wad cancer is tt. but his condition was damn serious jus now in the afternoon. he could jus pass away anetime.

so we rushed to the hospital jus now in the later afternoon. but he's alrite after the injections and medicine. but he's in a serious condition. might jus leave the world anetime and start his journey to heaven. hope tt his journey will b peaceful.

lost sum tears jus now. okie. duh. i broke my promise to myself again. useless me. i promise nyself not to lose any tears easily again. but i couldn't help it. was hoping tat i'll haf sumone beside me fer me to hug den. hahas. jus jk. aniwae. hope tt uncle is fine and can jus pull through another dae peacefully.

life is short. real short. hu noes. i might jus die wen i slp tonite. and will nv haf to wake up to face dis cruel and harsh world anemore. maybe not tonite. but maybe tmr nite? okie. wad crap m i toking. sorrie.

jus wan to sae. life is short. so cherish everithing tat u haf now. even if its ur enemies. cus maybe. hu noes. dere'll nvr b a tmr fer u to fight wiv ur enemies again. even if u wan to. okie. to all the craps tat i've jus said. touch wood*

hais. i stink. smelt of the hospital smell. got to go and tke a shower now. yupps. so tke kaire peepos. and if i mite nvr live a dae of tmr. tke kaire. lurve u guys lots and loads. bless u alwaes. -hugss-

[life is jus so fragile. but wen its gone. its gone. cherish everithing u hav now. even if its bad. cus u mite not live another dae to c it again. even if u wan to. tats wad life is.]