sometimess in life.
isnt all we thought how perfect it will be.
everything comes to an end.
nth last foreverr though we want it to.

maybe an end is betterr for both of us.
it reallyy hurts to let you go.
but ive promised you tat one day.
if i really hafta let you go.
i will. though it hurts.

letting you go is just like.
ripping away a part of myself.
but i noe i'll get overr it.
all i need is time.
i believe tat time will heal everything.

anw. reallyy wanna thk you.
for being someone so special in my life.
ure someone i wont forget.
someone who will always be living in my dreams.
and someone i will love always.

+ilu+

lalalaa.

trng todayy was great.
mr bhalbia and ms martens trained us todayy.
leanne wasnt dere.
and i tink trng todayy was really fulfillingg.

uhh. and a badd news.
ms martens took the c'div team.
out of the 6 asides tournament.
cause we only had a lil time left to train.
and dey dowan to pressure us.

and many many moree reasons.
shall not talk bout dem.
its quite sadd.
but i tink our main focus is on.
the coming 11asides tournament.

which is in the coming june/july.
and we haf like 2 and a half moree months to train.
and i tink if we continue to train hardd.
i tink we'll still be able to make it.

how i wish everiday's trng will be like todayy.
uhh huhh. lets pray tat we'll all continue to train hardd.

dis for all the c'div girrlss:

heyss babsies. im reallyy glad tat all of you are starting to train hardd. i mean most of you. im really very proud of you girrls. though ms martens took us out of the 6 asides tournament. dun be discourage. we still haf our 11 asides. and we must make it kaes. we hafta get it backk for the seniors. for the sch. if not for us. alrightt. we'll all continue to train hardd. and im sureewe still haf time to make it. you girrls rock my worldd. take great caree. and always rest well. love you girrls to bits and pieces -hugss

theresian hockey rock.
we rule.

boo hoo =)

dinner today was mr tan's treat.
and guessed wadd.
we ate at marche.
hehh. and poor mr tan paid for everything.

hahas. it was damn funny.
mr tan was supposed to do a research on us.
students who are active in sch.
but. not too good in their studies.

and we were the so called 'luckyy' group of students.
who somehow fitted into dis category.
okayss. maybe not too luckyy.
cause. mr tan and ms sim went to zhiyi's hse.

and asked us a hell load of stupid questions.
and took photos here and dere.
made lots of stupid assumtions.
and so called complete his report.

i tink he was in a damn good mood.
and a lil outta his mind.
to treat five crazy girls.
brenda. carolyn. sasha. zhiyi. me.
and ms sim to marche.

okayss. and we ate till we were really full.
was quite longg since i ate at marche.
maybe a month? or a lil lesser den a month.
yeahh. sorta miss the food dere. gees.

alrightt. and i had a good meal dere.
all thks to mr tan.
and now. i feel tat im getting fatt.
and its time to go backk to.

DIETING. and SLIMMING.

hehh. i noe im lame.
but i tink its time i go backk to my dieting.
cause i tink im gonna get heavier and heavierr.
if i continue eating liddat.

mm. maybee im sensitive.
but im not gonna change my mind bout going on a diet.
so everyone outt dere. for heaven's sake.
dun tempt me wif food kaes.

uhh huhh. so yeahh.
i shall be off to rest now.
im tired. lalalaa.

take great caree.
peaceoutt ppl.

*cheers*

alrightt. im backk blogging.
i shall blogg bout the camp now.
camp was actually okay.
everything is good.
just except for the bunks.

the bunks are really horrible.
dey're small and scary.
and the bunk my class was in is at the third storey.
which just really suck.

the white board are scribbled wif lots of scary words.
like. 'if you smell wadd' dunno wadd.
and there were all trees outside the windows.
the worst part is. dere're bugs all arnd.
and the bed suck.

bleahh. sports camp was much better.
the bunks tat we had.
dey rock.
not like dis freaking bunk we stayed.

was sickk on the first day.
sore throat and headache. slight feverr?
wanted to go backk the first night.
but i didnt. zhiyi went home.

so i was the sick kitty left dere.
wanted to go home the second night.
but daddy had a meeting and couldnt send me home.
so i stayed for another night.
and im backk todayy.

though the bunks suck.
i tink tat after all. everything.
dis camp was great.
maybe not as nicee as sports camp.
but it somehow rock.

we all really had funn.
especially during the rafting and dragon boating.
hahas. it sounds lame rightt.
but it was really fun.
and damn funny.

we were quite far frm shore.
and i pushed zhiyi into the waters.
and in the end. all of us ended up in the water.
even brenda who cant swim.
hehh. its damn funny.

we were trying to push the raft backk.
but no matter how had we tried.
the raft didnt really move.
cause brenda was adding on weight to the raft.
and she cant swim.

cheryl. zhiyi and i were kicking and pushing the raft like madd.
and after a long time.
we finally reached the shore.
it was really funny stupid.
it wasnt rafting. in fact. it was swimming. lol.

okayss. enough of all the swimming.
mm. we were supposed to plan an item for the campfire?
and dey decided on dancing.
and the songg we used was toxicc.

samantha thought of all the dance steps.
but dey were really seductive.
and we didnt want to dance all tat in front of the teachers.
so in the end. we made the dance ourselves.

hahas. it was really funn.
the worst part was.
all of us were damn freaked out on stage.
and we sort of forgot our dance steps.

the worst thing is.
i was standing in the first row wif.
grace. yiting and cheryl.
it was damn scary. hahas.

and we concluded after watching all the performances.
tat most of the sports girrls.
can be on stage.
most of dem had stage fright.
hehh. damn retarded.

alrightt. im damn tired now.
and im in a very bad mood.
so i shall stop blogging heree.
mood swings like madd-

take caree.
charisaa haf missed all of yeww.
love you all to bits and pieces.

-hugss

just came backk frm efl camp.
and im sooo tired. and sleepy.
im gonna slp now.
i shall blogg later bout the camp.

so yeahh.
-hugss

ohs lalalaaa.
im in such a good mood now.
if yeww ask me anything.
i tink i'll just agree to it. hahas.
tats how happyy i am now.

mm. daddy didnt confiscate my hp in the end.
he scolded me a lil. and gave me blackface.
but in the end. he told me sry.
i tink he's reallyy sadd tat he scolded me.
it makes me feel bad too.
esp wen he msg me tat he was sry.

hehh. my daddy is superr cutee.
mood swings just like me.
he brought me to buy my track pants and sandals just now.
and everythingg seems really okie.
until mummy came and add craps in.

now dey're both pissed againn.
arghh. just because i packed my stuffs last min for the camp.
i mean. wad has it gotta do wif dem?
see. tats y i say. daddy mood swingss.

anyways. i just packed finished packing my stuffs for the camp.
yeahh. i tink im bringing alot of craps dere.
hahas. and all my discc. tats the worst part.
lola. actually. i dun feel like going for camp.

i rather stay at hme. den it'll nt be so troublesome.
gotta bring sooo many many thingss.
haix. but i guessed its gonna be funn.
everyone is like suddenly so enthu bout dis camp?

even the oohhh-sooo-liann gangg.
like cheryl. leilani. gracee and all.
dunno wad has gotten into all of dem.
but i tink its better dis way.

im leaving for efl camp tmr.
tat means. tat means.
im gonna miss my comp. my bed. my room.
my everything. and espcially..
yeww guys heapss.

hurhurr. yeww all can msg me and keep me occupied.
hope tat all going for dis camp will enjoy themselves.
and everything will bo great and go fine.
prolly. hopefully. smth like sports camp. yupps.

so yeahh. shall stop heree now.
take great great caree ppl.
i'll miss yeww all heapss.
especially yeww*

i love yeww*
-hugss

*cheerios*

sighs. my hp bill for last month came.
and i fcuking bombed it.
ohs dammit. mummy and daddy are both superr pissed.
haix. and dey dowan to hear my explaination.

dey dun even want to hear wad ive to say.
and i dun see how i can explain everything.
but i can see tat dey're very pissed wif me.
dey deliberately didnt talk to me. damn.

alrightt. i noe dis is my fault. its my fault.
my fault. my fault and still my fault.
but ive alreadyy said i was sry.
but dey just fcuking dowan to hearr tat.

arghh. i just hope tat dey wont confiscate my fone.
cause i cant live without it.
and i tink i can just die without it.

wells. i gotta go now.
i had better explain everything to dem.
and convince dem. before i leave.
on thurs for my efl camp.

and yeahh.
efl camp is coming. tmr is the pre camp.
dun really feel like going.
but i tink its gonna be quite fun.

and i cant talk properly now.
my throat is totally very bad.
bad. bad. bad.

lalalaa. i shall be off now.
take caree ppls.
love yeww all lots lots.

-hugss

just reached hme and had a bath.
now i feel so much betterr.
was like freaking cold just now.
and its raining like crazyy.

and ive dis damn sore throat.
which hurts wen i talk.
and it seem to get worst.
and now i sound damn stupid.

oohhh wells.
if i dun get well.
i dunno if im going for the efl camp.
but i'll be missing a hell load of funn.

haix. or maybe i shld just go.
and be a sick and quiet kitty.
just sit arnd.
and listen to all their jokes.

haix. i just hope i'll get betterr.
if not i'll just be so sickk.
i might not go. mm.
even if i go. i might not enjoy it.

arghh. wad am i talking bout?
i feel tat im contridicting myself.
haix. im not in the mood to blogg again.
i shall stop heree.

byes ppl.
-hugss

im feelingg damn shagg.
im down running a highh feverr.
the highest pnt just nw was like.
erm 38.9 degrees?

i was practically burning at tat time.
but it amazinglyy subsided alott.
its like. onlyy 37.6 now?
isnt it much beterr now?

uhh. tats all for now.
dun really haf the mood to blogg.
and im feeling brokenn.
arghh. i dunno y.

but it just feel so.
and yeahh. im gonna bath now.
the fourth time for the day.
or izzit the fifth? mm.

okayss. wadevaa.
im boredd. shall stop crappingg.
lalaalaaa.
take great caree ppl.
dun fall sickk like me. sick kitty.

so yeahh.
-hugss
*cheers*

oohhh wells.

im feeling totally shagg now.
i feel sickk. and cold?
im having a freaking sore throat.
and a slightt headache.

arghh. i just drank the medince.
and i tastee sooo yuckyy.
though it was like in pinkk.
but awww. bleahh.
it taste so bad. horrible. sucks.

alrighttts. i shall just go and slp now.
im tiredd. and yeahh.
but i'll be backk onlinee.
but maybe laterr.

*yawnss

it was such a uneventful dayy.
so manyy bad stuffs happened.
first is my damn results.
den the hockey matchh.

haix. we could haf won yuhua.
if nt of the damn fcuking empire.
who's sooo damn bias against us.
and gave den like sox or seven short corners.
all at one time. crazyy idiot.

and so we lost.
but. im really proud of the seniors.
dey played really well.
dey kept tryingg till the end.

but we lost. 1-0.
its due to the empire's damn fault.
but we lost wif pride.
dey seniors really done well.

im totally proud of the seniors.
and xinni too.
dey played till the end.
dey're always be champions in our hearts.

alrightts. dis is to all my wonderful seniors and xinni who played todayy.

yeww girls totallyy rawk kaes.
im really proud of the way all of you played.
it was really greatt.
you all played till the end.
though we lost. we lost in pride.

and the c'div promise to train.
extremely veryy hard to thrash the chicken yuhua sch.
we'll get it backk. but now.
yeww all dun get too upset.

fightt for the third placeing kaes.
we noe tat you all will make it.
and yeahh. yeww all are.
the champions in our hearts.

we LOVE you all.
-hugss

so yeahh. take great care.
*cheerios*

ohh dammit.

i screwed my first term up.
and it really suck.
maybee everthing is bad.
exceptt for. histiory. eng. and lit.
but overall. it suck.

haix. okayss. in fact.
i tink i can onlyy blame myself.
cause i didnt studyy and tryy hard enuff.
im gonna start to mugg alreadyy.

ive promise myselff.
tat dis is the last time im gonna screw any exams.
yeahh. and im gonna studyy hard noww.
ive got enuff of my fcuking results.

alrightts. im nt in a good mood to blog now.
and good luck to all those having their exams tmr.
so yeahh. tke kaire toodless.
charisa* loves you all lots lots.

-hugss
*cheers*

boo hoo =) i like dis songg.
gareth gates. say it isnt so.

skies are dark, it's time for rain
final call, you board the train
heading for tomorrow

i wave goodbye to yesterdays
wipe the tears, you hide your face
blinded by the sorrow

how can I be smiling like before
when baby you don't love me anymore

say it isn't so
tell me you're not leaving
say you've changed your mind now
that I am only dreaming
that this is not goodbye
this is starting over
if you wanna know, I don't wanna let go
so say it isn't so

tempt to find, at least we've tried
we're still alive with hope this time
as they closed the door behind you

we're so close and times are still
shake the ground beneath the wheels
as I wish I'd never found you

how can I be smiling when you're gone
will I be strong enough to carry on

say it isn't so
tell me you're not leaving
say you've changed your mind now
that I am only dreaming
that this is not goodbye
this is starting over
say I'm not wide awake
if you wanna know, I don't wanna let go
so say it isn't so

miles and miles to go
before I can sail, before I can nail my love for you to sleep
oh darling oh
i get miles and miles to go
before anyone will ever hear me laugh again

say it isn't so
tell me you're not leaving
say you've changed your mind now
that I am only dreaming
that this is not goodbye
tis is starting over
say I'm not wide awake
if you wanna know, I don't wanna let go
so say it isn't so..

say you've changed your mind now
that I am only dreaming
that this is not goodbye
this is starting over
say I'm not wide awake
if you wanna know, I don't wanna let go
so say it isn't so
if you wanna know, I don't wanna let go
so say it isn't so

todayy is suchh a boring day :(

i stayed at home the whole day.
to mugg for the damn history test.
hahas. and ive written.
eight pages of history notes.

and i only finish covering.
chapts 4 and 5.
i still got like 3 moree chapts to go!?
and tats totally crazyy.

haix. i really really need history notes.
and nicole haven emailed me any yett.
she promised she's email it to me by todayy.
but i didnt recieve anythingg.
tat girl arhh. haix.

daddy is out for a meeting.
and mummy has brought.
the 2 irritating fellows.
darius and zoeleen.
out for shoppingg.

and im stuck at home.
supposed to be studyingg.
but i cant stand my books anymoree.
its driving me bonkers.

now i realise.
the meaning of revising everidae.
and nt doing last min revision.
hahas. but its too latee.

all i can do now is try my best.
and mugg like crazyy.
i tink i'll prolly pass my history.
i just hope soo. hahas.

boo hoo =)
im damn bored.
someone gimme a call.
lalalaa.

i shall just stop heree.
someone gimme a call.

*cheers*

whoo hoo =)

dere's sooo muchh to blog todayy.
todayy was stc vs west spring.
the seniors played well.
we won. 9-0.

but bubu didnt play.
hahas. she got stitches and couldn't playy.
but everyone played well.
and it was a happy gamee.

hahas. the most funny thing is.
sngs was suppose to play wif fajar after us.
and both of their jerseys were whitee.
and. something funny happened.

dey borrowed our senior's wet and smelly jerseys.
dey wore it and played.
hawhaw. cause our jerseys is yellow.
and dey look lyk theresians in the field?
dots. dots. dots.

and. anotherr funny thing.
brenda and i. took a cab.
togetherr wif mrs suppiah and mr tan.
hahas. i thought tat it was scary to haf mrs suppiah in the cab.

but it didnt turn out to be scaryy.
she was pretty quiet.
except tat she asked some funny questions.
hahas. i feel damn funny.

lalalalaa. i went to collect my new contacts todayy.
and im not really use to wearing dem.
cause dey're bigger and its harderr to wearr.
hahas. but i'll get used to it.
i hope so.

and ive completed my art assignment.
im superr happy now.
cause i finally finished the damn thingg.
and i feel really satisfied. woahh.

todayy is a funny dayy.
i just feel sooo funny.
funny. funny. funny :)

alrightts. i shall be off now.
i got to start on my revision.
i haven actually started on any revision.
dammit. so i shall start todayy.
okayss.

so yeahh.
*cheerios*

whoo hoo =) common test is coming. and i still haven started my revision yet. i tink im gonna flung my maths once again. sucks.

my maths istotally very screwed up.
i dun get wad indices means.
and it means.
i'll fail bigg time.

alrightts. shall stop talking bout exams.
dey just suck anyways.
sucks. sucks. sucks.

and yeahh.
dis is for bubu.

heys babe. really hope tat you'll recoverr soon yarh? thks for playing so hard till you got injured. will see dis injured lil girl in sch tmr. hahas. tke good kaire. we all love you. *cheers*

lalalaa.

im happy.
happy happy girl.
im really cranky and crazyy.

cause i just finish convincing mummy and daddy tat my allowance isn't enuff.
hahas. and im getting moree money now.
finally. hawhaw.

dun ask me how much im getting.
but im really happyy bout it.
so you shld haf guess it.
for those who noe me. rightt.

anyhows.
i might be able to get my atm acct backk.
if i try and be a good girl.
tat'll be a lil difficult.

im tired.
alrightts. i shall go and rest now.
see everione in sch tmr.
*cheerios*

i feel damn sickk now.
i suddenly haf a bad gastric todae.
and it fcuking hurts.

today was the swimming meet.
and its really greatt.
hahas. like sooo many chiobu were swimming?

amelia and xinni swam really well.
hahas. if you had seen dem both.
both swimming like fishes :)

okayss. it was just really fun.
really really very funn.
hurhur.

and today was acjc's carnival?
and sooo many of us went dere togetherr.
we made sooo much noise on the way dere.

brenda. carolyn. chermin. lynette. majella. tingxi. ziping. me. and many others.
hahas. dey were singing william hung. she bangs? and spongebobs-squarepants.
really noisy and crappy :))

alrightts.
i tink i shall be off.
to get a rest.
cause my tummy just hurts.

uh huhh.
so yeahh. tke kaire ppl.
i love you*

*cheerios*

boo hoo =)

theresian hockey rawk and rule.
whoppeee. yesterdae was stc vs sngs.

and our oohhh-sooo-pro seniors beat st nicks.
hahas. the score was 3/0.
*screammsss*

lalalaa. tats y i sae. theresian hockey rule.
hurhur. im getting lame and cranky.
cause im jus sooo happy.

heh. we're gonna get a pitch in our sch if the c'div gets the champions dis yr.
and im suree tat the seniors will make it.
*claps hands*

hahas. alrightts. dis is to all my wonderful seniors.

heya babes. you all plaed well yesterdae. it was really a great game. yeahh. keep up the good work. and train hard. ure gonna get the champions dis yr kaes. rock on girls. i love you all to bits and pieces. muackss =)

anyhows.
*cheers*

heya. lets blog bout yesterdae.
the stupid happening at vaishnbunny's hse.
samantha. her mummy. rubini and shamini went to vaishnavi's damn hse.
uh huhh. dey wanted to so called 'reconciled'.
but in the end everithing was ruined.

all of dem din haf a chance to say their piece.
it was just both mummys talking to each otherr.
stupid. and in the end.
vaishnbunny's mummy decided to go to sch and complain to mrs kong tmr(todaee)

she wanted to complain bout all of us.
practically the whole class.
for disliking. despising. hating and alwaes bitching bout herr.
irritating and lame mummy of herrs.

but it was actually quite cool.
and damn funny.
cause the whole class is like against herr?!
and her mummy still want to complain bout us.

heh heh. and samantha actually made a list.
of all the bad stuffs bout tat black bunny.
but in the end. todaee.
her stupid mum din come to sch todaee.

we MISSED a great show. woah.

waitt. perfect 10 is plaeing sugarr babes's songg now. baby im too lost in you. hurhur. it just alwaes sounds superr to me. hahas.

backtrack now..
mrs low kinda got some info bout us.
all the bad happenings tat happened in class recently.
like alyssa's and min feng's case oso.

she sound totally dissapointed in all of us.
and i noe tat she's really sadd.
and she gave us a good thrashing in our conscience.
and she's gonna call up most of our parents.
sucks. sucks. sucks.

i was kinda shocked to hearr some bad stuffs tat actually happened in class.
i dun believe tat ppl can do things liddat.
its sooo mean.
tat stupid meaniee.
curse herr to fall into the toilet bowl =X

urhms. wadevaa larh. stupid happenings. damn dumb.
oh yeahh. tmr is the second seniors tournament.
its saint theresas convent vs saint nichoals convent.
its really tough competition.
but ive got confidence tat the seniors can make it.

yupps. anyhows ive got to go and mugg for my science test tmr.
i cant afford to flung anymore test. yupps.

so yeahh. happy happy nightt. i love you lots lots. *cheerios*